Kichu khon agei phn ta pay aktu rag hollo ...rat pray 12:30. Karone pore aschi...
Aj sokale anek agei ghum bhenge gache...apekhai chilam k khon sokal 8 ta bajbe..sokaler jompesh thandai chador muri theke berote icche korchilo na...kintu office a jete hobe..tai sokale gorom jole chan kore office er udeshe rona dilam...protidin jkhon barandai Surjer prothom alo dekhi mone hoi jiboner ak notun din suru korte cholechi...office a poche may tir mukher dike takalam...jani na keno diner suru may tar mukher awaj r misti hasi sune kajer energy chole ase...akhane amake bolte hoi ..may tar ase pase ak adbhut +ve energy ghure berai..jeta muke sikar na korleo mone mone ami mani...sei energy kaj korar icche ta k r o baria dei...jatha riti ...nijer kaj dekhe nia besi bhag somoy tai ami or sathe katai..ok buji..r proti din or notun notun kotha amai mugdho kore dei...amar sathe or ak adbhut mil khuje pai...kiser mil seta ami buje uthte pari na...ak ta probol sokti or modhe ache...jeta amake probol bhabe nara dei...Nari soktiei j Sorbo sokti seta holo tar proman...aj may tar kache ami anek open..or sathe ami amar lifer anek ghotonai share korte pari...karon o amar biswas a prinoto hoache...j biswas bhanga karor pokhe anek kothin..ai may tr sathe amar anek ag a mela uchit chilo...1 mas ag a noi...aj amar khub bhalo laglo of brkfast box theke amar jonno khabar offer korlo..ato dine asha kori o bujeche...lunch box share ra ak cup a cha khawa ak noi...khub bhalo may...moner theke anek bhalo...amar srodha din din or proti jeno bere jache...tar sathe bhalobasa...bhogoban k parthona kori or jeno kono din khoti na hoi...purono din a ja bhul kaj koreche amar theke maf kore dao....or somondhe anek kichu janlam..bari...icche ...purono kotha...kichu kichu khetre bolle bhul hobe na anek khetre or kothai ami jeno nijeke khuje pai...tai ok ami biswas na kore pari na...
amara akhon mone hoi khub bhalo bondhu hoa uthechi...jani na o ki bhabe...tobe ami to ok amar moner kotha sob bolte pari...tobe ok aktu chapa...bhoy kothao na kothao lukia ache...seta ami j din katate parbo sedin hoii to ak Notun Rupe o beria asbe...
Aj Office er temon kaj chilo na...ai korte korte Somu da office dhuklo..ami chai may ta amar pas a bosuk,....agei bolechi may tar modhe +ve energy aache ja amake sojag kore tole...Somu da maje maje amader maje bagra dewar chesta korchilo...kintu ami oto dekhi ni..ami agei bolechi ami jodi dekhi ami thik r ami jar sathe kotha bolchi seo thik..amar kono bhoy nei...
Kichu report r audit ses kore ami or sathe abar kothai mogno hoa gelam...somu da bapar ta buje maje majeopas theke hak dichilo..kintu ami agei bolechi ami jodi thik kori lokanor kichu nei..m,on theke soth hole tumi jekono pristhitir somukhin hote parbe...tai mon thaka ta joruri...
Aj jompesh kawa hoache..mach ami khete khub bhalo basi...mach bhat..theke amar officer opor alam...ase bose gelam may tar sathe kotha bolte...amar akta jinis bhalo lag ..hoi to amader 2 joner modhe amon akta chemistry toiri hoache j...ami j khon boli t khon o chuk pore sone r o j khon bole ami t khon chup kore sini...khub bhalo bondhur modhe boja pora na thakle moe hoi na arokom hote pari...ami lucky j arokom bondhu hoito ami pete cholechi...
Adike anek ase anek kaj basto hoa gelo....aj ok anek kaj assign korechi...+ or nijer kichu somosa chilo....kaj ses hote hote...may tar ghor jawar somoy o ses hoa gelo...or sathe bosle somoy j ki kore kete jai buje uthte pari na...moe hoi jeno or sathe kotha bole jai bole jai....ba or kotha sune jai sune jai..ate amar r or modhe j durotooo 8 mas a toiri hoache seta komanor ak matro upay...
O City Center choe jetei or positive energy gulo amake react korte suru kore r amar kaj ami druto se skorte thaki....Floor er sobai akhon amake khub bhalo kore chine gache...karon ami khub sposto bokta r sei jonno amake sobai bhalo base ami jani...Sobar sathe bikel ta khub bhalo katlo...Samar da chuti te thake te amar kajer chap kichu ta goleo komeche..taiato somoy dekhte pai...r adike Somu da mone mone rag kore...akbar to bolei dilo..."AMi naki ok akhon sob kotha boli na"...
Sotti ami boli na..ami jedin bujbo bolar darkar hoabe sedin nischoy bolbo...taratari jinis ta ami akebare pochondo kori na...ami monus k biswas kori karon ora amake biswas kore r ora amar bhalo chai...
Office er sob call atten kore Aneker sathe anek ta somoy katalam....anik er sathe amar khub bhalo jome...jokhon amara lori tkhon jukti torkor sima charia jai...r j khon office er baire beroi t khon bairer prithibi ta k enjoy kori ..aj o tai korlam r bollam onno may k jari mara ta bodho kor...or ai sobhab ta r gelo na...jeta amar asojjo lag a...r otai o anon do pai...
Ghore ase amar ak close friend er sathe kichu jinis share korlam...cheleti amar guru ...baba achintanondo bole amra daki...jokhoni kono bipod , mon bhalo na , anondo, upodesh sonar icche hoi amara babar sorona ponno hoi....baba amader sothik rasta dekhai...baba r keo na amar ak chennai er room mate...baba ja bolbe amra sisooo ra tai matha pete mani...baba amake dhoyerjo rakhte bollen...ami tai korar chestai korbo.....
Kichu khon ag a akta call pelam...jeta sune amar aktu rag holo..sas er call...se bisoye kichu likhbo na...tobe ato tuku bolte pari....amar kolponar ai may ti baki 2 ti may theke anek bhalo...tai bolei to se amar ato kacher baki mayder kache , jake ami biswas korte pari, sawapno dekhate pari...r seta puron korte sahajoo korte pari......Jibone r kichu na kori ak joner jonno BHALO BHabteo to pari....r setai ami korbo joto din amar diro biswas beche thakbe...Aj ami khub khushi te bolte pari...j ami ok kichu tao holeo or bodho office er jibon theke bar korte perechi...tar proman aj amake kichu je\on ase boleche j or modhe akta change asche...ja amar biswas k di gun koreche....asha kori ami amar chestai ok ak natun ak may kore uthte parbo...
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
13th December
Rat 11:30 ta ..Ai matro bari firlam..production er issue samlate samlate mathata kharap hoa gelo...r chap neo jai na...ki r kora jabe...team ta k je bhalo bese felechi ...tai mone kono dukho nei...jai hok mone kori aj ki ki hoache...
Aj anek sokale ghum bhenge gache.jani na keno moner modhe kothai jeno akta bhoy kaj korchilo...jeta korlam thik korlam..jai hok jibone ami risk nite sob somy bhalo basi...r moner kotha besi din lokano uchit noi...tai jeta korechi thik korechi...ai bhebe mon ta k sokto korlam..bolte pari may tar mood dekhar jonnoi message ta korlam...call ta pabo bhebe uthte pari ni...call ta dhorlam na..kintu kichu khoner modhei amar kotha ta mone pore gelo or office jawar gari bolte bhule gachi r ami setai kore dilam...keno jani na moner modhe akta khotka lagchilo...tai moner sahos jugiye phn ta korei fellam...phn or gola sokale sune akta kemon jeno laglo...ai prothom bar ami predict korte parlam na phn o ki bhabche...jai hok aktu sua ami office er jonno toiri holam ..thanda ta j jompesh poreche seta snnan korte giye bujechi...he he kore kapte kapte drees porlam...r berolam officer uddese..bolle bhul hobe na judhe ...ak ak ta sokal jeno jibon ta k notun kore suru kore...
Office a gelam akta notun sonka nia...kichu onno bhabe...floor a dhuke ami may ta k dekhlam...abohaya te amaar anukule nei seta ami dhukei bujechi....Sokale suru may ta j tone a good morning bollo seta thekei akta kichu predict kora jai...prothom 15 min chup kore nijer kajer proti mon dilam...kaj korbo ki..mon ta to anno dike pore ache...kal city center a akta ghoto na ghoteche...seta mone pore gelo..r tai mone mone haste laglam...r haste haste may ta k prosno korlam..may ra ki atotai mithbadi...j sob kothai mithe bole...may ti ghabre giye bhablo j ami or kotha bolchi naki...na drlng ami tomar kotha bolchi na..kal cc te Sas k dekhe felechilam...o amar mone hoi o aake dekhchjilo jeta o asha kore ni...manus jodi kao k hothat kore dekhe ...seta aschorjer e soman...o mone hoi or kono bodhu r sathe chilo..ata ami agei jantam j o baire ghurte jache na...aj sei sotti ta nijer choke dekhlam...manus jon keno j ato lukoi buje uthte pari na...ami kono din loka luki case kori ni...karon agei bolechi ami jibone risk nite r accept korte khub bhalo basi...ja bolbo sobar samne bolb o r jeta bolte parbo na seta moner modhe chiro kal gopon kore rakhbo...akhon abdhi kono kotha gopon kore rekhe nei...kono kono close bodhu k share korechi...aj ami somoy er opekhai achi...rat 10:00 tai ami jiggasa korbo "Kemon ghora holo" ai prosne...dine dine bichu te porinoto hoa uthchi...amar asob jinis a ato hasi pai ki r bolbo...Cc tai sara khon amar room mater sathe hesechi...may tar sathe diner kotha suru korar akta kichu to pelam...maje ok jiggasa korte icche kor chilo j tumi jodi blog ta poro tale poro na..jai hok 1st time kintu kintu bhab ta thekei jai...pore jan lam 125th er blog ta pora hoa gache 11th er ta poreni...tale r kichu korar nei...porei felche j khon akhon tale open mind hoa jetei pare..se jodi open minder hoi..r ami jani o khub bhalo may r open minded...tai kotha suru sathe sathe alochonar bostur obhab holo na...ata akta abhigota...akta may er chinta er sathe akta cheler chintar jukti torko...bhalo laga kharap laga sobe jana jai...ate lok chinte subidha hoi...tobe 3 may tike khub bhalo basi...ichu karon ache ..
May tar chok khub poriskar...soccho snigdho...or chok kotha bole...chokhe ak aschorjo tej ache...tai ami or dike jodi ak distre takai amar chok dia jol neme ase...atai hoi to may der sokti...mone hoi or chokher tej diye amar jiboner joto bhul , jene papa ba ajante pap sob jeno puria diche...r amake mon theke probitrp kore tole...taiami or chokhe chok rekhe kotha boli..r bhogoban hoi to oi jonnoi or chokhe chosma diache..jate or chokher power theke sobai beche thakte pare...ami sei choker dike takia nijer otit borto man r bhobisot dekhi...eta bhalo lagar prodhan karon..
May ti mon theke khub bhalo r dustu bhetor theke...sob boje kintu chup kore thake...r matha nichu thoter kone ak adhut hasi dei jkhon tkhon mon ta k amar shanto kore dei..
aj ami kichu kotha ami or sathe share korlam...r to lokanor kichu nei...floor a ki alochona hoi oi dekhlam kichui jane na...ata bhalo...khub bhalo...may ta k miste hole er hath theke ok bachate hobe...nale o abar nijeke gutia felbe jeta ami chai na...matar sathe kichu kotha share korlam..nijer chinta ta bollam..karon o khon amar mone hoi khub kacher lok hoa gache ja k biswas kore sob kichu bola jai...aj akta jinis amake khub khushi korlo j Saturday baparta o agree korche..j amar na jawa ta as expected chilo..oi bhabe keo jabe na..sotti kotha bolte ami koo din obhabe jabo na...keo jodi mon thake na dakle amar mone hoi na karor e jawa uchit..amar sei odhikar ta nei j ok ami daki...hoi to pore hote pare abar na o hote pare...apekhai thakbo...1 tar to hoache ditiyo tar jonno opekha korchi...or kichu kotha amr khub bhalo lagloaj...amara j atta dhunik juge bas korchi setar proman aj mai pelam...or friend cirle friendship nia je gyan seta aj amai mugdho korlo...notun chinta k ami sob somoy accept kori..aj mone mone tai korlam...kintu mone mone bollam jibon ta to ar college life noi...jiboner ak ak muhur to different ...r setai kora uchit...or dharona k ami respect kori kintu mani na...ami life a sobai k songe nia cholte bhalo basi..aka bole kichu hoi na...jiboner akta gurutto purno somoy ami baire katiachi jeta amake anek sikha diache..nijer dhoyrjoo barate perechi...miste mikhechi...ak sathe kaj korte sikhechi...aj jeta o ak ta udharon dilo seta ami katia asechi...team er modhe aka ka k bole seta o jane na..r sei sikha nia agiye cholte hoi...karon prithibite tumi kao k change korte parbe na...ak matro nijeke chara...ata amar adoshor modhe pore...jai hok..may ta k mar khub bhalo lag a ...jani na keno or kothar modhe akta tej ache..abar bhoy o ache...difficult situation a o dicision nite pare na...ata or past ao hoache mone hoi...r sei obbhas akhono roye gache...mone akta kaj kore ami jodi kichu kori take a ki bhabe o ki bhabe...amar relation ta kharap hobe...ato chinta kore naki...agiye jao ja hobar hobe...ami to achi..ja hobar hobe..cycle sekhar somoy mati te porbo na seta hote pare..tai bole cycle chalabo na..
anek ta somoy katanor por amar aj khub bhalo laglo..r mon ta prochondo halka holo..karon moner anek kothai o jene gache ak dine...tai r kono sonka nei...sposto kore bolle hobe lojja o nei...
Ai somoy amar 2 prio bondhr agomon holo...sanu r dipu...chele 2 ti khub bhalo...ai 2 ti chele amar mulh dekhe bole dite pare ami ki bhabchi ...r tarporei anek er agomon...aj anek k anek shanto dekhalo...j anek k ami 2.5 bochor ag a dekhechilam...
anek er sathe aj anek ta somoy katalam..hoi to may ta chilo na bolei ato ta somoy katate perechi...aj anek anek open mone chilo...r amaro mon ta halka hoa gache...tai khola mone or sathe kotha holo anek din por...sotti bhalo lagloaj...2 din dhore j khob ta jonmachilo...seta kich ta holeo keteche...o amon kichu kotha share korlo jeta amar khub bhalo laglo..jani nakeno...ai anek kei to chechilam ami sob somoy dekhte...jani na keno o onno keo thaklei priborton hoa jai...jani na keno...office a aj prochur kajer chapo chilo...amar choto bhai ra ato kajer somoy mon haria fele k jane...chotir bik theke boro korta der mai lphn a matha kharap hoa gelo...tai r bises somoy pelam na...adike amar 2 bondhu amar mukh dekhe amar j kichu akta hoache kichu din dhore seta bujte pereche...r tarjonnoi ora chute aseche...aj mon halka chilo tai oder sathe normal kotha holo...tobe ora amake aj notun rupe dekhlo...khub bhalo lag a bondhu ra j khon moner kotha bolar agei lkichu buje jai..this called true relationship...nale bodhu kiser jonno holam jodi moner kotha bujte na pari...Sauu r life akhon riti moto romanchokor hoa utheche...suneo khub khusi lag a ...life a romancho na thakle kiser life...r amar je may ta bhalo lag a se kina risk nite chai na..asole risk newa tao nijer akanto bapar...tobe ata ami buje gachi...o mathai budhi kichu nei...prochondo emotional ...baire theke joto ta sokto dekhai moner theke to tota norom...r atai amar bhoy...
Diner ses a jokhon issue nia jala pala hoa gachi..t khon may ta k kichu janar jonno phn korlam..golar awaj ta amar mone kemon jeno badhlo...kemon jeno upset,birokto bhab...jeno mone hoche life er kono somosai fese ache...kharap laglo..jani na keno...hoi to amar 2 o blog pore mone koreche...amar theke dure thakai sestho...jodi hoi amake ase bole dik ...j amar pochondo noi..ata to hote parena j amar bhalo lagbei bole ok eo amake bhalo lagte hobe...chawa pawar modhe anek parthoko ..sopno dekho...sopno na dekhle poth beroi na...r jibon ta akta pothe theme nei...hajaro potha bhogoban khule rekheche...boleche sothik somoy sothik dorjai kora naro...dekhbe keo na keo dorja ta khulbe ...tai jonnoi boli...manuser RAG KHOB JOGRA BIROKTO BHAB ASHANTI sob e hoche na kotha bolar jonno ...manus jodi thik moto kotha bolto tale to sob icchei to mite jete...ami akta kothai khub biswas kori - "TOMAKE CHIRO KAL DORJAI KORA NERE JETE HOBE KARON SUJOG TO AK BAR E ASE"
Aj anek sokale ghum bhenge gache.jani na keno moner modhe kothai jeno akta bhoy kaj korchilo...jeta korlam thik korlam..jai hok jibone ami risk nite sob somy bhalo basi...r moner kotha besi din lokano uchit noi...tai jeta korechi thik korechi...ai bhebe mon ta k sokto korlam..bolte pari may tar mood dekhar jonnoi message ta korlam...call ta pabo bhebe uthte pari ni...call ta dhorlam na..kintu kichu khoner modhei amar kotha ta mone pore gelo or office jawar gari bolte bhule gachi r ami setai kore dilam...keno jani na moner modhe akta khotka lagchilo...tai moner sahos jugiye phn ta korei fellam...phn or gola sokale sune akta kemon jeno laglo...ai prothom bar ami predict korte parlam na phn o ki bhabche...jai hok aktu sua ami office er jonno toiri holam ..thanda ta j jompesh poreche seta snnan korte giye bujechi...he he kore kapte kapte drees porlam...r berolam officer uddese..bolle bhul hobe na judhe ...ak ak ta sokal jeno jibon ta k notun kore suru kore...
Office a gelam akta notun sonka nia...kichu onno bhabe...floor a dhuke ami may ta k dekhlam...abohaya te amaar anukule nei seta ami dhukei bujechi....Sokale suru may ta j tone a good morning bollo seta thekei akta kichu predict kora jai...prothom 15 min chup kore nijer kajer proti mon dilam...kaj korbo ki..mon ta to anno dike pore ache...kal city center a akta ghoto na ghoteche...seta mone pore gelo..r tai mone mone haste laglam...r haste haste may ta k prosno korlam..may ra ki atotai mithbadi...j sob kothai mithe bole...may ti ghabre giye bhablo j ami or kotha bolchi naki...na drlng ami tomar kotha bolchi na..kal cc te Sas k dekhe felechilam...o amar mone hoi o aake dekhchjilo jeta o asha kore ni...manus jodi kao k hothat kore dekhe ...seta aschorjer e soman...o mone hoi or kono bodhu r sathe chilo..ata ami agei jantam j o baire ghurte jache na...aj sei sotti ta nijer choke dekhlam...manus jon keno j ato lukoi buje uthte pari na...ami kono din loka luki case kori ni...karon agei bolechi ami jibone risk nite r accept korte khub bhalo basi...ja bolbo sobar samne bolb o r jeta bolte parbo na seta moner modhe chiro kal gopon kore rakhbo...akhon abdhi kono kotha gopon kore rekhe nei...kono kono close bodhu k share korechi...aj ami somoy er opekhai achi...rat 10:00 tai ami jiggasa korbo "Kemon ghora holo" ai prosne...dine dine bichu te porinoto hoa uthchi...amar asob jinis a ato hasi pai ki r bolbo...Cc tai sara khon amar room mater sathe hesechi...may tar sathe diner kotha suru korar akta kichu to pelam...maje ok jiggasa korte icche kor chilo j tumi jodi blog ta poro tale poro na..jai hok 1st time kintu kintu bhab ta thekei jai...pore jan lam 125th er blog ta pora hoa gache 11th er ta poreni...tale r kichu korar nei...porei felche j khon akhon tale open mind hoa jetei pare..se jodi open minder hoi..r ami jani o khub bhalo may r open minded...tai kotha suru sathe sathe alochonar bostur obhab holo na...ata akta abhigota...akta may er chinta er sathe akta cheler chintar jukti torko...bhalo laga kharap laga sobe jana jai...ate lok chinte subidha hoi...tobe 3 may tike khub bhalo basi...ichu karon ache ..
May tar chok khub poriskar...soccho snigdho...or chok kotha bole...chokhe ak aschorjo tej ache...tai ami or dike jodi ak distre takai amar chok dia jol neme ase...atai hoi to may der sokti...mone hoi or chokher tej diye amar jiboner joto bhul , jene papa ba ajante pap sob jeno puria diche...r amake mon theke probitrp kore tole...taiami or chokhe chok rekhe kotha boli..r bhogoban hoi to oi jonnoi or chokhe chosma diache..jate or chokher power theke sobai beche thakte pare...ami sei choker dike takia nijer otit borto man r bhobisot dekhi...eta bhalo lagar prodhan karon..
May ti mon theke khub bhalo r dustu bhetor theke...sob boje kintu chup kore thake...r matha nichu thoter kone ak adhut hasi dei jkhon tkhon mon ta k amar shanto kore dei..
aj ami kichu kotha ami or sathe share korlam...r to lokanor kichu nei...floor a ki alochona hoi oi dekhlam kichui jane na...ata bhalo...khub bhalo...may ta k miste hole er hath theke ok bachate hobe...nale o abar nijeke gutia felbe jeta ami chai na...matar sathe kichu kotha share korlam..nijer chinta ta bollam..karon o khon amar mone hoi khub kacher lok hoa gache ja k biswas kore sob kichu bola jai...aj akta jinis amake khub khushi korlo j Saturday baparta o agree korche..j amar na jawa ta as expected chilo..oi bhabe keo jabe na..sotti kotha bolte ami koo din obhabe jabo na...keo jodi mon thake na dakle amar mone hoi na karor e jawa uchit..amar sei odhikar ta nei j ok ami daki...hoi to pore hote pare abar na o hote pare...apekhai thakbo...1 tar to hoache ditiyo tar jonno opekha korchi...or kichu kotha amr khub bhalo lagloaj...amara j atta dhunik juge bas korchi setar proman aj mai pelam...or friend cirle friendship nia je gyan seta aj amai mugdho korlo...notun chinta k ami sob somoy accept kori..aj mone mone tai korlam...kintu mone mone bollam jibon ta to ar college life noi...jiboner ak ak muhur to different ...r setai kora uchit...or dharona k ami respect kori kintu mani na...ami life a sobai k songe nia cholte bhalo basi..aka bole kichu hoi na...jiboner akta gurutto purno somoy ami baire katiachi jeta amake anek sikha diache..nijer dhoyrjoo barate perechi...miste mikhechi...ak sathe kaj korte sikhechi...aj jeta o ak ta udharon dilo seta ami katia asechi...team er modhe aka ka k bole seta o jane na..r sei sikha nia agiye cholte hoi...karon prithibite tumi kao k change korte parbe na...ak matro nijeke chara...ata amar adoshor modhe pore...jai hok..may ta k mar khub bhalo lag a ...jani na keno or kothar modhe akta tej ache..abar bhoy o ache...difficult situation a o dicision nite pare na...ata or past ao hoache mone hoi...r sei obbhas akhono roye gache...mone akta kaj kore ami jodi kichu kori take a ki bhabe o ki bhabe...amar relation ta kharap hobe...ato chinta kore naki...agiye jao ja hobar hobe...ami to achi..ja hobar hobe..cycle sekhar somoy mati te porbo na seta hote pare..tai bole cycle chalabo na..
anek ta somoy katanor por amar aj khub bhalo laglo..r mon ta prochondo halka holo..karon moner anek kothai o jene gache ak dine...tai r kono sonka nei...sposto kore bolle hobe lojja o nei...
Ai somoy amar 2 prio bondhr agomon holo...sanu r dipu...chele 2 ti khub bhalo...ai 2 ti chele amar mulh dekhe bole dite pare ami ki bhabchi ...r tarporei anek er agomon...aj anek k anek shanto dekhalo...j anek k ami 2.5 bochor ag a dekhechilam...
anek er sathe aj anek ta somoy katalam..hoi to may ta chilo na bolei ato ta somoy katate perechi...aj anek anek open mone chilo...r amaro mon ta halka hoa gache...tai khola mone or sathe kotha holo anek din por...sotti bhalo lagloaj...2 din dhore j khob ta jonmachilo...seta kich ta holeo keteche...o amon kichu kotha share korlo jeta amar khub bhalo laglo..jani nakeno...ai anek kei to chechilam ami sob somoy dekhte...jani na keno o onno keo thaklei priborton hoa jai...jani na keno...office a aj prochur kajer chapo chilo...amar choto bhai ra ato kajer somoy mon haria fele k jane...chotir bik theke boro korta der mai lphn a matha kharap hoa gelo...tai r bises somoy pelam na...adike amar 2 bondhu amar mukh dekhe amar j kichu akta hoache kichu din dhore seta bujte pereche...r tarjonnoi ora chute aseche...aj mon halka chilo tai oder sathe normal kotha holo...tobe ora amake aj notun rupe dekhlo...khub bhalo lag a bondhu ra j khon moner kotha bolar agei lkichu buje jai..this called true relationship...nale bodhu kiser jonno holam jodi moner kotha bujte na pari...Sauu r life akhon riti moto romanchokor hoa utheche...suneo khub khusi lag a ...life a romancho na thakle kiser life...r amar je may ta bhalo lag a se kina risk nite chai na..asole risk newa tao nijer akanto bapar...tobe ata ami buje gachi...o mathai budhi kichu nei...prochondo emotional ...baire theke joto ta sokto dekhai moner theke to tota norom...r atai amar bhoy...
Diner ses a jokhon issue nia jala pala hoa gachi..t khon may ta k kichu janar jonno phn korlam..golar awaj ta amar mone kemon jeno badhlo...kemon jeno upset,birokto bhab...jeno mone hoche life er kono somosai fese ache...kharap laglo..jani na keno...hoi to amar 2 o blog pore mone koreche...amar theke dure thakai sestho...jodi hoi amake ase bole dik ...j amar pochondo noi..ata to hote parena j amar bhalo lagbei bole ok eo amake bhalo lagte hobe...chawa pawar modhe anek parthoko ..sopno dekho...sopno na dekhle poth beroi na...r jibon ta akta pothe theme nei...hajaro potha bhogoban khule rekheche...boleche sothik somoy sothik dorjai kora naro...dekhbe keo na keo dorja ta khulbe ...tai jonnoi boli...manuser RAG KHOB JOGRA BIROKTO BHAB ASHANTI sob e hoche na kotha bolar jonno ...manus jodi thik moto kotha bolto tale to sob icchei to mite jete...ami akta kothai khub biswas kori - "TOMAKE CHIRO KAL DORJAI KORA NERE JETE HOBE KARON SUJOG TO AK BAR E ASE"
Sunday, December 12, 2010
11th December
Kal rat a akta issue hoache...rat a prochondo jar khechi..r birok to legeche anik er opor...keno na o nijeke boro pondit bhabe...Piku da k phn kore amar mail ta nia...jei escalation mail dekheche pechon ulte palaiche...Piku da setai bolchilo...or ego problem bohut ache...ami team player...sobai k nia kaj korte bhalo bhasi...o jei bipod dekhlo omni palabe thik Somu dar moto. Arokom 5 bar holo amar recently..jai hok rat a may tike sms korechilam... r asha chilo sokale phn asbe tai alo...Exam dite jawar ag a phn alo...mon ta khushi te bhore gelo...kotha bollam kintu ato birokto laglo sune anek babaji amar ag a phn koreche ami hasbo na kadbo buje uthte parlam na...sala (mind my language) mail ta to ami khechi ami ok kichu bolini tui ok jarar k...tui to reply korbi na...extra pakamo amar birokto lag a...adike bole amar sorir kharap sorir kharap...r na ghumia phn suru hoa jai...jai hok birokto laglo..kintu diner suru te may tar wish a amar mon ta k bhalo kore dilo...Exam dite berolam...sotti kotha bolte amar may ta k aste aste bhalo lagche...prem noi..bhalo laga keno jani na...amar mone hoi o khub kacher lok amar...kaj exam dite boslam..mon ta kintu onno dike pore ache amar...exam a mon nei...jai hok kono krome 3 te ghonta katalam...office theke beria akta phn korlam ok...karon amake oi mail tar uttor dite piku da boleche...phn a or akta birokti bhab alo jeta amar prochondo kharap laglo...jai hok ami or ta k kete dilam r bari ase lunch korlam...kichu khon pore or phn dekhlam..r abar or gula normal laglo...jeta dekhe mon ta khub bhalo laglo...ok ami abar bojalam or ki bhabe sopno puron korte hoi...amar kotha o bujlo mone holo...jai hok amar ak bondhu maje modhei bole "dil garden garden hoa gelo"..ata amaro mone holo...jai hok snan korte gelam ..er maje anek er phn alo..akhon anek amai prochur birok to kore ...o hoito amar dhoyrjor porikha nichee....phn a o je kotha gulo bollo amar aktu kharap e laglo...o bollo tui ai CC te jachi...amar kichu bondhu jache...r may ti asche...er aktu porei may ta amake message korlo...jeta amake bhalo laglo abar kichu ta kharap o laglo...
Bhalo laglo - o amake message korlo..tarmane o amake akhon bondhu bhabe...kono jinis lokai na
kintu kharap laglo ...
or boja uchit o jekhane invite korche sekhane anik ache...or bodhu ra noi anek er bodhu r sathe amake dekha korte hobe...
ai maturity ta asha korechilam may tar kacheache...amar akta prosno thakbe may tar kache...tumi j din amar sathe aka berote parbe sedin e amake bolbe aste...nale amon kono jai gai amai aste bolbe na jekhane ami bore feel korbo.
je din tumi oi sahos ta dekhate parbe sedin ami bujbo o sadhin(independent) hoache...amar mon ta kharap laglo.....kintu may ta bolei ami sojjo kore jai...r may ta k boli na...moner kotha...may ta janle hoito kharap lagbe...may ta k kobe j ami bojate parbo ami jani na...
Ami jani anek jor korlei o keno pagoler moto chute jai...amar prochondo kharap lag a ...o r karo sathe mese na...3-4 din onnoder sathe mise dekhuk e na...anek er samnei anek k bhule giye...ami bolchi amar biswas or bhalo hobe...ami jani o seta korbe ..r setai amar mon k kosto dei...r onnera ok kotha sonai..prithibite ak jon nia cholle hoi na...sobai k nia cholte hoi...o ki ata boje na...k ki chai..tobe o kosto dei keno...amar ai kotha likhte likhte chokhe jol ase jache...amar biswas r chesta k o bar bar porikhar mukhe felche jeta theke ami ok notun dik dekhate parbo kina jani na...
abar anek er kothai asi...o bairer chele o keno barbar may ta k dake or bodhu der sathe beronor somoy...karon ami jani...o gf thake baire..akahe or bondhu ra j khon nijeder gf nia beroi tkhon o nije aka bhoge...bondhu ra ok heta kore ...o prochondo igo te bhoge ami jani...accept korar khomota or nei...r kono din parbe na...ata ami jani...jeta o amake boleche...aj jodi ami jetam tale amar kharap lagto....karon ami hadar moto ghure baratam...may tak nia anek hoi to besi care dito...ba may ta anek k ....amar jeta akdom bhalo lag a na..karon ami sobar kheyal rakhte bhalo basi...bises kore ami jader bhalo basi..tai ami jai ni...r seta ami may ta k bole diachi...jedin o amar sathe comfortable hobe sedin ami or ak dak jekhane bolbe sekhane jabo...o amake biswas kore na ami jani...mukhe bola r mon thke biswas korar modhe anke parthiokko ache...seta ami bujte pari...
Anek amai prochondo birokto korche aj kal ...keno jani na...amar bhalo lagche na...amai nijei koto somosai pore achi....ami jodi chole aji..tale ami maytake amar moner sob bhalo kharap kotha bole jabe..r or reply er opor ami decision nebo je ami or songe r dekha korbo na korbo na...anek akta bhuti chele nijer bhul sikar korar khomota or nei...sob somoy lokano lokano bhab...lokanor kichu thake jokhon manus bhul kore ...Sediner ghotona ta amar kharap legeche...cha khete jawar ghotona...amar jaigai anek er gf jodi samne thakto tale o ki may take ak cup a cha khabar jonno bolto..r may tao boje na...akta lunch box theke ak songe chichek khawa r ak cup a cha khaewar difference ki..2 to ak holo....o ki sotti boka na na jene buje sob kore...jodi boka hoi ok sab dhan kora uchit amar...koron jekeo ok thokate pare...jeta ami chai bo na...jani na asob kotha keno amar mon k boddo nara dei...may tar bojauchit kon ta bhalo, konta kora uchit konta noi...r setai o bujte pare na...ami may tar dik a ak nojore sobar samne takia thakte parbo...karon amar mone kono pap nei...tai amar khomota ache...ami mon theke kaj kori ja kori...je kaj a amar mon nei se kaj ami kori na...lokanor ki..ami agei bolechi ami khub kom bhoy pai..karon ami bhoy ka k bole dekhe asechi...jani na may ta k ami boja te parbo kina..aj o jake apon mone korche...tar cheo kacher anek manus ok sahajoo korar jonno ache..o tader chinte pache na...o tader sotru bhabche..ami or sob kichu korte raji achi...kintu okeo to amar mon bujte hobe...na bujle hobe ki kore...r o seta kore na bole amai maje modhei musre pori..o akbar boluk..ami jodi or jonno na kori...tobe ha..ami biswas jader kori tara jodi dhoka dei tader ami chari na...ami bhalor khub bhalo...jan dia debo kintu amake jara dhoka dei...tader ami chari na...ba amar kono kacher manus k keo dhoka dike ami chere kotha bolbo na..may ta amar khub kacher hoa gache..tai ami or bhalo chaibo...abar o jane o ki korbe..8 maser rag 1 mas a ki jai...amar e bhul...anek ag a ok mar boja uchit chilo...tale hoi to amai amon din dekhte hoto na...may tar songe ag a j khon kotha boltam mone hoto anek kotha o mukh dia bolche..akhon kichu ta hole mone hoi o amar sathe kotha bolchi..anek noi..ti ami aj khusi...j din o anek chere beria aste parbe..r sobai k nia cholte parbe sedin e amar sadhona sofol hobe...jani na ami ok se jaigai nia jete parbo kina..jodi pari tale amar che boro khushi r keo hote parbe na...k jane ses a ato tuku bolte pari o olpo din modhe hoito o amar khub kacher lok hoa gache..
Bhalo laglo - o amake message korlo..tarmane o amake akhon bondhu bhabe...kono jinis lokai na
kintu kharap laglo ...
or boja uchit o jekhane invite korche sekhane anik ache...or bodhu ra noi anek er bodhu r sathe amake dekha korte hobe...
ai maturity ta asha korechilam may tar kacheache...amar akta prosno thakbe may tar kache...tumi j din amar sathe aka berote parbe sedin e amake bolbe aste...nale amon kono jai gai amai aste bolbe na jekhane ami bore feel korbo.
je din tumi oi sahos ta dekhate parbe sedin ami bujbo o sadhin(independent) hoache...amar mon ta kharap laglo.....kintu may ta bolei ami sojjo kore jai...r may ta k boli na...moner kotha...may ta janle hoito kharap lagbe...may ta k kobe j ami bojate parbo ami jani na...
Ami jani anek jor korlei o keno pagoler moto chute jai...amar prochondo kharap lag a ...o r karo sathe mese na...3-4 din onnoder sathe mise dekhuk e na...anek er samnei anek k bhule giye...ami bolchi amar biswas or bhalo hobe...ami jani o seta korbe ..r setai amar mon k kosto dei...r onnera ok kotha sonai..prithibite ak jon nia cholle hoi na...sobai k nia cholte hoi...o ki ata boje na...k ki chai..tobe o kosto dei keno...amar ai kotha likhte likhte chokhe jol ase jache...amar biswas r chesta k o bar bar porikhar mukhe felche jeta theke ami ok notun dik dekhate parbo kina jani na...
abar anek er kothai asi...o bairer chele o keno barbar may ta k dake or bodhu der sathe beronor somoy...karon ami jani...o gf thake baire..akahe or bondhu ra j khon nijeder gf nia beroi tkhon o nije aka bhoge...bondhu ra ok heta kore ...o prochondo igo te bhoge ami jani...accept korar khomota or nei...r kono din parbe na...ata ami jani...jeta o amake boleche...aj jodi ami jetam tale amar kharap lagto....karon ami hadar moto ghure baratam...may tak nia anek hoi to besi care dito...ba may ta anek k ....amar jeta akdom bhalo lag a na..karon ami sobar kheyal rakhte bhalo basi...bises kore ami jader bhalo basi..tai ami jai ni...r seta ami may ta k bole diachi...jedin o amar sathe comfortable hobe sedin ami or ak dak jekhane bolbe sekhane jabo...o amake biswas kore na ami jani...mukhe bola r mon thke biswas korar modhe anke parthiokko ache...seta ami bujte pari...
Anek amai prochondo birokto korche aj kal ...keno jani na...amar bhalo lagche na...amai nijei koto somosai pore achi....ami jodi chole aji..tale ami maytake amar moner sob bhalo kharap kotha bole jabe..r or reply er opor ami decision nebo je ami or songe r dekha korbo na korbo na...anek akta bhuti chele nijer bhul sikar korar khomota or nei...sob somoy lokano lokano bhab...lokanor kichu thake jokhon manus bhul kore ...Sediner ghotona ta amar kharap legeche...cha khete jawar ghotona...amar jaigai anek er gf jodi samne thakto tale o ki may take ak cup a cha khabar jonno bolto..r may tao boje na...akta lunch box theke ak songe chichek khawa r ak cup a cha khaewar difference ki..2 to ak holo....o ki sotti boka na na jene buje sob kore...jodi boka hoi ok sab dhan kora uchit amar...koron jekeo ok thokate pare...jeta ami chai bo na...jani na asob kotha keno amar mon k boddo nara dei...may tar bojauchit kon ta bhalo, konta kora uchit konta noi...r setai o bujte pare na...ami may tar dik a ak nojore sobar samne takia thakte parbo...karon amar mone kono pap nei...tai amar khomota ache...ami mon theke kaj kori ja kori...je kaj a amar mon nei se kaj ami kori na...lokanor ki..ami agei bolechi ami khub kom bhoy pai..karon ami bhoy ka k bole dekhe asechi...jani na may ta k ami boja te parbo kina..aj o jake apon mone korche...tar cheo kacher anek manus ok sahajoo korar jonno ache..o tader chinte pache na...o tader sotru bhabche..ami or sob kichu korte raji achi...kintu okeo to amar mon bujte hobe...na bujle hobe ki kore...r o seta kore na bole amai maje modhei musre pori..o akbar boluk..ami jodi or jonno na kori...tobe ha..ami biswas jader kori tara jodi dhoka dei tader ami chari na...ami bhalor khub bhalo...jan dia debo kintu amake jara dhoka dei...tader ami chari na...ba amar kono kacher manus k keo dhoka dike ami chere kotha bolbo na..may ta amar khub kacher hoa gache..tai ami or bhalo chaibo...abar o jane o ki korbe..8 maser rag 1 mas a ki jai...amar e bhul...anek ag a ok mar boja uchit chilo...tale hoi to amai amon din dekhte hoto na...may tar songe ag a j khon kotha boltam mone hoto anek kotha o mukh dia bolche..akhon kichu ta hole mone hoi o amar sathe kotha bolchi..anek noi..ti ami aj khusi...j din o anek chere beria aste parbe..r sobai k nia cholte parbe sedin e amar sadhona sofol hobe...jani na ami ok se jaigai nia jete parbo kina..jodi pari tale amar che boro khushi r keo hote parbe na...k jane ses a ato tuku bolte pari o olpo din modhe hoito o amar khub kacher lok hoa gache..
12th December
aj je kotha ta likhte jachi sei kotha gulo ag a ami kono din likhini...aj hoi to maytar bapare kom r anek er bapare beshi likhbo..jani na er porinoti ki hobe...aj mon ta k halka korte chai tai mobile ta k silent mode a kore rakhlam....
Diner Suru sokal 7 tai holo...nijer mobile tai ak bar takalam...kal anek mon kharap chilo...bartar opekhai chilam...kintu alo na...j wish ta amake o phone a goto 3 te exam a diache.Mobile ta 15 min bad a bad check korlam kintu kono kichui alo na...mone hoi to besi asha kore niachi...jibone to kono din kori ni...prothombar tai sei jonnei asha ta besi..jai hok mon ta kharap nia exam dite gelam...onno exam er somoy ami mobile ta switch off kore rakhi aj mon ta bollo na korte mobile on e thaklo...exam suru holo...kintu answer korte parchilam na..kichu ta kore jeno jeno moner kothai khob toiri hochilo...r bar bar mobile tar dike takia chilam...r gorir somoy aktu aktu kore agochilo..jkhon e answer korchi tokhoni moner modhe kothai jano kichur apekha koreche kichur jonno...r maje maje akta misti subhas amar nake aschilo jeta ami or sathe thakle pay thaki...se ak adbhut subhas...jani na amar mon kothai j haria giyechilo exam room theke ami jani na...bar bar oi subhas amar mon haria dichilo r moner modhe aktu aktu kore khob toiri hoche..ai somoy hothat akta message alo "kemon holo porikha"...j bartar jonno ato khon ami opekhai chilam..mono jog dilam answer paper likhe ses krlam...exam ta kharap hote hote beche gelo...exam hall theke beria ami ghorer udhese rona dilam...r nijer rag khob ta akta chotto bartai likhe pathalam...ami jantam er kono uttor ami pabo na...tai asha teo chilam na...karon may ti amake akhono biswas kore uthte pare ni...2 pother modhe konta o jabe seta akhon or moner sob theke boro chap...o j j bhabche segulo hote pare...
1) J chele ti ok rag dekhalo se holo kajer khetre amar che anek khomotai odhikari...se keno interest dekhache 1 mas dhore ...ag a to dekhai ni..ak k biswas kora jai ki?
2)Ami kar kotha sunbo Aniker kotha na ai team lead er kotha j team lead amai ak notun swapno dekhache ...keno jani na...r onno dike anek amai dur dine sahajoo koreche, ami ok charte parbo na..o mone dukho pabe..amake centu debe...
3)J chele ti ache take amar moteo pochondo noi...sojjo korte hoi khali officer jonno
jai hok ami lunch kore ghore dhuklam amar rag ta kichu ta holeo komeche...
tobe khob ta roa gache....or proti karon ami ok independent dekhte chai ..ata prithibe te sudhu aktai pawa jai...onno noi...onno kono may or moto hobe na...kono din na...kintu pritidiner amar chesta jeno ak notun porikhai ruk niche...
Jani na jiboner ai rokom porikha ai prothom dichi...r bhogobaner kache parthona korchi jeno ami ai porikhai pass kori....1 chance a ...Luck to amar kono din sath dei ni...nije fight kore niachi sob..
Dupure anek er call pelam...jeta amar kache asorchorjo ....r sune aschorjo holam j exam tar kotha o ato din kono din jiggasa koreni aj keno hothat kore...tarpor o blood test korarte aseche seta bollo...kintu sob theke kharap laglo..ses kotha ta sune...o amake bollo arokom...
kichu sunte pachis...amar pase oi may ti ache jak nia ami akhon likhchi...ami icche kore bollam or kotha kichu bujte parchi na r phn ta kete dilam...
r sathe sathe maytar proti rag holo amar...ami je personal kotha or sathe share kori tato onno karo sathe kori na..o keno korlo...or jodi bolar thake tale o boluk nije ami kichu mone korbo na...kintu o keno korlo bjte parlam na ...tai Sms ta kore fellam...ki or uttor dekhe ami obak holam...ata mane amar ja sondheo seta aste aste sottti te porinoto hoche...r seta r ak bar proman holo...
Mone ato dukho r rag holo room mate k nia city center chole gelam ...cinema dekhte...bhagoo ato kharap ticket o pelam na...
okhane ami kichu somoy katalam...pri 3:30 theke 6:30 ta...anek kichu dekhlam r prochondo haslam..kichu amon jinis choke pore jai ja tumi expect korte paro na kintu tumi dekhe felo...bhablam manus j ato abhinoy korte pare ami ag a jantam na...
kintu luncher ses a aniker call alo...anek er proti amar mone aste aste feelings kome asche...keno jani na...akta chele r akta chele k jebhabe chinte pare akta may BA er ag se cheleta ta k oto bahlo chinbe na...jemon akta may er k akta may e bhalo chinte pare chele na...kichu kotha thake chele chele bola jai....mayder bola jai na..Aneek k ami khub bhalo kore chini..hoi aktu besi ...ki or kharap lage ki chai...ki swpno se sob....amar mone hoi akhon kichu somoy hoache j ami or somodhe ami likhi jeta may ta bujte parle...amar che ai prithibite hoi to r keo khushi hobe na...
Anek nijer image nia prochondo bhabe...or moto bhutu chele ami prithibite 2 to dekheni...onno k bole berai j ata uchit ota uchit noi..kintu nijeti j koto bhul kaj kore tar kono sima nei...or moto jodi keo na tarpor chechamichi suru kore...jeta ami chai na...
aj porjonto ami nijer chakrir jibone ok risk nite dekhlam na..pechone ato bhoy ki r bolbo...bhai jibon ta to akta jibone jodi onner jonno kaj na korlam tale jibon tar enjoyment ki thaklo...life is full of risk
Anek holo nijeke showcase korte besi bhalo base..ami biswas onno ra amake show case korbe ami noi...aj amar biswas j may ti se oi pothei ache...dekhi ok ami notun poth dekhate pari kina..
Amar biswas ag a oporijon k dekho tarpor nijer ta dekhbe...tumi onner sathe miste parbe j khon tumi nije misuke hobe...jai hok..
ami aj Or kichu sotto tule dhorchi jeta hoi to amar tola uchit na...tobe tulchi karon ami biswas kori sothik somoy sothik kotha bola uchit...manus k realization dia bojao ...dhomke na...
kichu purono kotha mone pore gelo seta na likhe parlam...anek k ami anek sahajooo korechi aj theke 9 mass ag..j khon or poristhiti ottonto kharap chilo...or lok dekhano attitude sobar kache biroktikor hoa giyechilo...ok amara bolechilam tui bhai theke ja amader team ...amara to achi... tkhon o amader kotha sone ni...karon or mone hoachilo akhane o kichu pabe na...jkhon kichu may amader team a alo, anek nijer mot change korlo..tokhon amarder sobar kharap legechilo karon amader kotha te alo na kintu jei may ra ase gelo tkhon tumi ase gele...anek holo amon akti chele je may der sathe nia ghurte bhalo base...ata or chennai theke sobhab...ami o to chennai te chilam...or lok dekhai j dekho tomra ja paroni ami korechi..ami akta may nia ghurchi...tomra perecho...ami j khone ok phn kori seta o phn habe bhabe bojai..jeta amake prochondo dukho dei...r ata sudhu ami na sobai bujte pare...ai jonnoi aj o phn ta korechilo j...dekh tui kemon jolis...nale ami to jiggasa kori ni...tor sathe k ache...ki korchis...amar aj atai kharap laglo...r o ata amar songe kichu din holo arokom surur koreche..project a prothome anek rimer sathe ghure berato.thik akhon jemon maytar sathe ghore..r amader dekhato dekho amai jokhon jai akta may k nia ghuri...
Ami sob somay may der onno nojore dekhte bhalo basi...Ja k ami bhalo basi tar mon ta ami ag a dekhi r anek dekhe tar ulto ta...jeta ami akdom pochondo kori na..ami biswas kori bhogoban kao k akta jaigai besi kichu dile r ak ta jaigai kom dai...jate somota bojai thake...
akta chele akta may k ki bhabe dekhe seta ami jani...anik er nojor o oi rokom...anek prothome may tar baire dekhe jodi pochondo hoi tarpor se tar proti interrest dekhabe...ami jeta akdom pochondo kori na..anek may ta somondhey amon amon kotha amai boleche jeta ami jibone bhabi na ba ami sunte chai na...amar mone hoi ami amar lekha control korte parbo na j share korte pari...
Anek ki ki bhabe seta ami bujte perechi akdin or sathe rat katia...sedin o amon kichu kotha boleche jeta amar kharap legechilo jani na...ota ami bolte parbo na...hoito kich uta somoy lagbe blog a tulte...
Diner ses a bolte pari ami kichu khon ag a may tike akta barta pathia chila biswas er opor ...aj o amar biswas ta k digun kore diache o reply kore...ami chai bo ata o bojai rakhbe sara jibon karon jodi kono din ai biswas amar bhange tobe ami kono din e hoi to kao k biswas korte parbo...karon aktai O amake biswas kore r tar jonnoi ami ok biswas kori...ata noi j Ami ok biswas kori boli o amake biswas kore...Last word TRUE TRUST
Diner Suru sokal 7 tai holo...nijer mobile tai ak bar takalam...kal anek mon kharap chilo...bartar opekhai chilam...kintu alo na...j wish ta amake o phone a goto 3 te exam a diache.Mobile ta 15 min bad a bad check korlam kintu kono kichui alo na...mone hoi to besi asha kore niachi...jibone to kono din kori ni...prothombar tai sei jonnei asha ta besi..jai hok mon ta kharap nia exam dite gelam...onno exam er somoy ami mobile ta switch off kore rakhi aj mon ta bollo na korte mobile on e thaklo...exam suru holo...kintu answer korte parchilam na..kichu ta kore jeno jeno moner kothai khob toiri hochilo...r bar bar mobile tar dike takia chilam...r gorir somoy aktu aktu kore agochilo..jkhon e answer korchi tokhoni moner modhe kothai jano kichur apekha koreche kichur jonno...r maje maje akta misti subhas amar nake aschilo jeta ami or sathe thakle pay thaki...se ak adbhut subhas...jani na amar mon kothai j haria giyechilo exam room theke ami jani na...bar bar oi subhas amar mon haria dichilo r moner modhe aktu aktu kore khob toiri hoche..ai somoy hothat akta message alo "kemon holo porikha"...j bartar jonno ato khon ami opekhai chilam..mono jog dilam answer paper likhe ses krlam...exam ta kharap hote hote beche gelo...exam hall theke beria ami ghorer udhese rona dilam...r nijer rag khob ta akta chotto bartai likhe pathalam...ami jantam er kono uttor ami pabo na...tai asha teo chilam na...karon may ti amake akhono biswas kore uthte pare ni...2 pother modhe konta o jabe seta akhon or moner sob theke boro chap...o j j bhabche segulo hote pare...
1) J chele ti ok rag dekhalo se holo kajer khetre amar che anek khomotai odhikari...se keno interest dekhache 1 mas dhore ...ag a to dekhai ni..ak k biswas kora jai ki?
2)Ami kar kotha sunbo Aniker kotha na ai team lead er kotha j team lead amai ak notun swapno dekhache ...keno jani na...r onno dike anek amai dur dine sahajoo koreche, ami ok charte parbo na..o mone dukho pabe..amake centu debe...
3)J chele ti ache take amar moteo pochondo noi...sojjo korte hoi khali officer jonno
jai hok ami lunch kore ghore dhuklam amar rag ta kichu ta holeo komeche...
tobe khob ta roa gache....or proti karon ami ok independent dekhte chai ..ata prithibe te sudhu aktai pawa jai...onno noi...onno kono may or moto hobe na...kono din na...kintu pritidiner amar chesta jeno ak notun porikhai ruk niche...
Jani na jiboner ai rokom porikha ai prothom dichi...r bhogobaner kache parthona korchi jeno ami ai porikhai pass kori....1 chance a ...Luck to amar kono din sath dei ni...nije fight kore niachi sob..
Dupure anek er call pelam...jeta amar kache asorchorjo ....r sune aschorjo holam j exam tar kotha o ato din kono din jiggasa koreni aj keno hothat kore...tarpor o blood test korarte aseche seta bollo...kintu sob theke kharap laglo..ses kotha ta sune...o amake bollo arokom...
kichu sunte pachis...amar pase oi may ti ache jak nia ami akhon likhchi...ami icche kore bollam or kotha kichu bujte parchi na r phn ta kete dilam...
r sathe sathe maytar proti rag holo amar...ami je personal kotha or sathe share kori tato onno karo sathe kori na..o keno korlo...or jodi bolar thake tale o boluk nije ami kichu mone korbo na...kintu o keno korlo bjte parlam na ...tai Sms ta kore fellam...ki or uttor dekhe ami obak holam...ata mane amar ja sondheo seta aste aste sottti te porinoto hoche...r seta r ak bar proman holo...
Mone ato dukho r rag holo room mate k nia city center chole gelam ...cinema dekhte...bhagoo ato kharap ticket o pelam na...
okhane ami kichu somoy katalam...pri 3:30 theke 6:30 ta...anek kichu dekhlam r prochondo haslam..kichu amon jinis choke pore jai ja tumi expect korte paro na kintu tumi dekhe felo...bhablam manus j ato abhinoy korte pare ami ag a jantam na...
kintu luncher ses a aniker call alo...anek er proti amar mone aste aste feelings kome asche...keno jani na...akta chele r akta chele k jebhabe chinte pare akta may BA er ag se cheleta ta k oto bahlo chinbe na...jemon akta may er k akta may e bhalo chinte pare chele na...kichu kotha thake chele chele bola jai....mayder bola jai na..Aneek k ami khub bhalo kore chini..hoi aktu besi ...ki or kharap lage ki chai...ki swpno se sob....amar mone hoi akhon kichu somoy hoache j ami or somodhe ami likhi jeta may ta bujte parle...amar che ai prithibite hoi to r keo khushi hobe na...
Anek nijer image nia prochondo bhabe...or moto bhutu chele ami prithibite 2 to dekheni...onno k bole berai j ata uchit ota uchit noi..kintu nijeti j koto bhul kaj kore tar kono sima nei...or moto jodi keo na tarpor chechamichi suru kore...jeta ami chai na...
aj porjonto ami nijer chakrir jibone ok risk nite dekhlam na..pechone ato bhoy ki r bolbo...bhai jibon ta to akta jibone jodi onner jonno kaj na korlam tale jibon tar enjoyment ki thaklo...life is full of risk
Anek holo nijeke showcase korte besi bhalo base..ami biswas onno ra amake show case korbe ami noi...aj amar biswas j may ti se oi pothei ache...dekhi ok ami notun poth dekhate pari kina..
Amar biswas ag a oporijon k dekho tarpor nijer ta dekhbe...tumi onner sathe miste parbe j khon tumi nije misuke hobe...jai hok..
ami aj Or kichu sotto tule dhorchi jeta hoi to amar tola uchit na...tobe tulchi karon ami biswas kori sothik somoy sothik kotha bola uchit...manus k realization dia bojao ...dhomke na...
kichu purono kotha mone pore gelo seta na likhe parlam...anek k ami anek sahajooo korechi aj theke 9 mass ag..j khon or poristhiti ottonto kharap chilo...or lok dekhano attitude sobar kache biroktikor hoa giyechilo...ok amara bolechilam tui bhai theke ja amader team ...amara to achi... tkhon o amader kotha sone ni...karon or mone hoachilo akhane o kichu pabe na...jkhon kichu may amader team a alo, anek nijer mot change korlo..tokhon amarder sobar kharap legechilo karon amader kotha te alo na kintu jei may ra ase gelo tkhon tumi ase gele...anek holo amon akti chele je may der sathe nia ghurte bhalo base...ata or chennai theke sobhab...ami o to chennai te chilam...or lok dekhai j dekho tomra ja paroni ami korechi..ami akta may nia ghurchi...tomra perecho...ami j khone ok phn kori seta o phn habe bhabe bojai..jeta amake prochondo dukho dei...r ata sudhu ami na sobai bujte pare...ai jonnoi aj o phn ta korechilo j...dekh tui kemon jolis...nale ami to jiggasa kori ni...tor sathe k ache...ki korchis...amar aj atai kharap laglo...r o ata amar songe kichu din holo arokom surur koreche..project a prothome anek rimer sathe ghure berato.thik akhon jemon maytar sathe ghore..r amader dekhato dekho amai jokhon jai akta may k nia ghuri...
Ami sob somay may der onno nojore dekhte bhalo basi...Ja k ami bhalo basi tar mon ta ami ag a dekhi r anek dekhe tar ulto ta...jeta ami akdom pochondo kori na..ami biswas kori bhogoban kao k akta jaigai besi kichu dile r ak ta jaigai kom dai...jate somota bojai thake...
akta chele akta may k ki bhabe dekhe seta ami jani...anik er nojor o oi rokom...anek prothome may tar baire dekhe jodi pochondo hoi tarpor se tar proti interrest dekhabe...ami jeta akdom pochondo kori na..anek may ta somondhey amon amon kotha amai boleche jeta ami jibone bhabi na ba ami sunte chai na...amar mone hoi ami amar lekha control korte parbo na j share korte pari...
Anek ki ki bhabe seta ami bujte perechi akdin or sathe rat katia...sedin o amon kichu kotha boleche jeta amar kharap legechilo jani na...ota ami bolte parbo na...hoito kich uta somoy lagbe blog a tulte...
Diner ses a bolte pari ami kichu khon ag a may tike akta barta pathia chila biswas er opor ...aj o amar biswas ta k digun kore diache o reply kore...ami chai bo ata o bojai rakhbe sara jibon karon jodi kono din ai biswas amar bhange tobe ami kono din e hoi to kao k biswas korte parbo...karon aktai O amake biswas kore r tar jonnoi ami ok biswas kori...ata noi j Ami ok biswas kori boli o amake biswas kore...Last word TRUE TRUST
Friday, December 10, 2010
10th December 2010
aj kj khon sokale uthechi tokhon 8 ta baje...PMR chilo....sokale monosthir korlam j ami may ta k aj kono contact korbo na...jotha riti...office poche kaj a mon dilam r kaj ..sob kaj ses kore 2 tor modhe nijeke free korla...MAy ti alo office r bolte didha nei...may ti k aste aste ami bhalo bese felchi...aj onek kotha holo or sathe...ami thik kotha bolte pari na...may der samne...lojja lage...bhoy o hoi ki bhabe ...aj anek kotha bollam...kotha bolte bolte or chokhe ami 1st time jol dekhte pelam...or amar priti j khob seta aj anek ta bar korte perechi...tobe ami or chokhe r jol dekhte chai na...ami j bhul korechi past a seta ami aj bujte parlam...mon ta amar prochondo kharap laglo...tai ami kichu muhurto or sathe share korlam...jeta amake keo trust kore boleche seta ok boja lam j asol manuser muhurto kake bole r ata sune bhalo laglo j o baparta bujte pereche j or cheo karor kharap muhurto chole...tobe may ti akhono atonto boka o jane na ki ki jinis chot kore dhora pore jai...seta or ferar time dekhelei boja jai...anik jokon office a thake t khon o 10:50 a beroi..r j khon thake na t khon o 10:30 a beronor chesta kore...ata j soabar nojor ase ogo amar sona may ti...ata tumai bojai ki kore???thak aj ghum pache pore din abar likhbo
Kal exam ache
Kal exam ache
Thursday, December 9, 2010
9th December
Aj anek thanda poreche...tai chador muri dia ghumiochilam...je bartar jonno ami bigoto 2 din dhore bose achilam sei barta aj sokal sokal ase pochalo...ata asha ami akdom e kori ni...hoi to kal rat sms ta korar reply...kintu kal rat a kichu ghoto a chokhe poreche...may ta prochondo boka...life er ato boro ghotona ghote gache past a tobuo sikha nai ni...ok je keo jerokom khushi chalate pare...na Akta chele ato chai er cup kono may k offer korte pare...ami to jibine kono din bhabi ni...may ta kheto ami samne chilam bolei hoi to kheleo na...hoi to ami sure j o kheto...aki ...ai tomai floor er akrokom r nonno jaigai r ak rokom...understanding er sima ache...jeta amar kache ak notun dik r ak notun chenar jinis...o amar sathe comfortable noi...seta ami jani...ami j tao ami jani...ami nijer theke soria ane nijeke koto ta priborton kore chi o jane na ami jani.....ata howauchit noi...hoi to may ta k amai bhalo bese felechi....moner theke...jai hok...seta jonno messae korlam..r jotha riti o amake aranor jonnoi ...bye message ta nije ag a korlo....ja ami asha korechilam...office cole alam...office oropekhai chilam...ata roj kar ghotona..jani na o office a ale ami jeno idanig kajer khei haria feli..mone hoi okey dekhi...kaj korte icche kore na...:)
maje anek kotha holo..amake complex bollo....kintu amai se to porte pare na karon ami nije ke kao k porte di na...anek hasi thatar modhe o k ami cha khete daklam...er maje amader arghya chondro ase pak mere gelo...babu bonchito banchoder dol hoyeo foron katar sobhab gelo na...ei jonno o k ami kono din mon theke srodha kori na....samne bhal9o bolle pechone hajaro khisti mari....
May ta k offer dilam,...cholo niche kichu khe asi...may ti moteo amar sathe comfortable noi setar prokito udhahoron abar dilo o..mone sonkoch...kintu ami TL tai jete hoito badho holo...gelo bote kintu or ferar tara anek..:)
o asole amake chinte pare na..ba chene or mone bhoy ache jeta seta ami kore felechi...mane ok bhalo basi...o seta bhalo motoi bujte pare...kintu amake bujte dei na...jeta ami or chok dekhe bujte pari...o asoe amake oi nojore dekhte chai na...karon idaning amake dekhte khub baje hoa gache...kalo hoa gachi chul pore geche..aroko cheler sathe kono may ki thakte chai se jotoi mon theke bhalo hok...may ra prothome oprer sondorjoi dekhe baba...bogoban ami jibone ja papa korechi setar sasti diache..ata ami halo kore jani...r er parschitooo amake sara jibon korte hobe...r ami korbo ...seta amio jani..tai maje maje mon ta bhenge jai....jai hok 2 kotha boltei may ti palia gelo ak kothai bolte :)...ami dev aksathe hobe dos khelam tarpor...dev frustu khe pore ache ok ami bachar ki tips dilam...
jai hok floor ase ami kichu ta jor kore kaj a mon dilam...r kaj se skorlam..maje maje may tir sathe kotha holo...bhalo laglo...aj mone holo ok sob kotha clear bola uchit...dekhi bolei debo..er kono mane hoi na...jar kono result nei...kothai ami r kothai o...o chai onno kichu r ami khuji onno kichu....jai hok...10:00 somoy Anek babu dhuklen...jotha riti pachur moto mukh kore dukhlen tini...ase may ti kemon jeno change hoa gelo...team er sokoler kotha bhule gelo...atai to ami hate kori...anek k o bhalo base na ami ok sobar sathe miste bolchi r o arokom korche.Anek ami uthte boste khota sonai...karon or ahongkar ami churno korboi....o amake chene na...ami bhalor bhalo kharaper er kharap....
kichu amar bolar nei...maje may tak akti sms korlam......kal dupur 3 te obdhi or sathe kotha bolbo na...ba sms korbo na...tai thik hoache...ami jani o okorbe na...jodi kore tale ami Bhogoban k akbar takia muchki hasi debo...r bolbo koto khel tumi dekhabe abar to amake charo....mukti dao :)
er modhe pinu dada r sathe anke kotha holo...may ti k nia manos er sathe..
maje anek kotha holo..amake complex bollo....kintu amai se to porte pare na karon ami nije ke kao k porte di na...anek hasi thatar modhe o k ami cha khete daklam...er maje amader arghya chondro ase pak mere gelo...babu bonchito banchoder dol hoyeo foron katar sobhab gelo na...ei jonno o k ami kono din mon theke srodha kori na....samne bhal9o bolle pechone hajaro khisti mari....
May ta k offer dilam,...cholo niche kichu khe asi...may ti moteo amar sathe comfortable noi setar prokito udhahoron abar dilo o..mone sonkoch...kintu ami TL tai jete hoito badho holo...gelo bote kintu or ferar tara anek..:)
o asole amake chinte pare na..ba chene or mone bhoy ache jeta seta ami kore felechi...mane ok bhalo basi...o seta bhalo motoi bujte pare...kintu amake bujte dei na...jeta ami or chok dekhe bujte pari...o asoe amake oi nojore dekhte chai na...karon idaning amake dekhte khub baje hoa gache...kalo hoa gachi chul pore geche..aroko cheler sathe kono may ki thakte chai se jotoi mon theke bhalo hok...may ra prothome oprer sondorjoi dekhe baba...bogoban ami jibone ja papa korechi setar sasti diache..ata ami halo kore jani...r er parschitooo amake sara jibon korte hobe...r ami korbo ...seta amio jani..tai maje maje mon ta bhenge jai....jai hok 2 kotha boltei may ti palia gelo ak kothai bolte :)...ami dev aksathe hobe dos khelam tarpor...dev frustu khe pore ache ok ami bachar ki tips dilam...
jai hok floor ase ami kichu ta jor kore kaj a mon dilam...r kaj se skorlam..maje maje may tir sathe kotha holo...bhalo laglo...aj mone holo ok sob kotha clear bola uchit...dekhi bolei debo..er kono mane hoi na...jar kono result nei...kothai ami r kothai o...o chai onno kichu r ami khuji onno kichu....jai hok...10:00 somoy Anek babu dhuklen...jotha riti pachur moto mukh kore dukhlen tini...ase may ti kemon jeno change hoa gelo...team er sokoler kotha bhule gelo...atai to ami hate kori...anek k o bhalo base na ami ok sobar sathe miste bolchi r o arokom korche.Anek ami uthte boste khota sonai...karon or ahongkar ami churno korboi....o amake chene na...ami bhalor bhalo kharaper er kharap....
kichu amar bolar nei...maje may tak akti sms korlam......kal dupur 3 te obdhi or sathe kotha bolbo na...ba sms korbo na...tai thik hoache...ami jani o okorbe na...jodi kore tale ami Bhogoban k akbar takia muchki hasi debo...r bolbo koto khel tumi dekhabe abar to amake charo....mukti dao :)
er modhe pinu dada r sathe anke kotha holo...may ti k nia manos er sathe..
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
8thDecember
Ak sokale or bartar jonno opekha koralam...pelam na...er theke ami bujlam o amake bhalo lag na.....tai ami phn ta korlam....bollam rater ghotonai jeno kichu mone na kore...11 tai office dhuke jotpot kaj ses krla....bose achi tar opekhai ...kal rat a amai bolechilo..ami notun tamali k dekhte pabo...se alo...kintu ak onno rokom...jani na...kichu ta ugro mejaj nia baki 2 to mayer sathe kotha bollo jeta ami chai na...amai or chokhe amar sopno dekhi....kintu ami jani o opare na...jai hok ami ok bachanor jonno oi seat bose roilam....amar sathe baire nia gelam....din din proman hoche ami ok bujte suru korchi....aj o seta holo...or reaction or Dristi proman kore dilo o ki dekheche ba ki chai che....sara din jemela...ak sopno dekhi r ak hoi.....ami jani bhogoban amar sathe nei...tai asha chere diachi...3 bochor ag a j rup anar chilo aj ta jolse geche....tai ar bhogobaner proti asha rakhi na...debu r mon kharap amar sobai ...kintu diner ses a akta jinis amar aschorjo laglo hasi o pache...o amake proman korlo...j o koto ta boka r amar sathe j o akhon open hoi ni...:)
na ami ormind read kore felchi...jeta mar pokhe kharap...cha khawa nia amon ghoto na hoi na..ami sob buji...tai to ok SMS korlam...:)
na ami ormind read kore felchi...jeta mar pokhe kharap...cha khawa nia amon ghoto na hoi na..ami sob buji...tai to ok SMS korlam...:)
7th December
Aj sokale Good morning barta pathalam....nije thekei....kintu ata akta test jachai korar...jai hok...sokal sokal office dhuklam....diner suru...amar bodhu sam amake niche jete bollo...sathe r ak jon chilo..se holo Bisu....bisu amake amon akta information dilo jeta amake prochondo dukho dilo....ata hoache seta amai bole ni....bisu amake bollo tui ok help kor...r ami to ok..bhalo bese felechi mone mone...tai kotha ta r o gay a laglo....ami desk giye call korlam..may ti amake akhono durer bhabe...tai open hote pare ni...jai hok jotha riti 2:30 ta bajlo...may ti alo...r ami montro mugdher moto tar dike takia thaklam...se shirt paint pore asechilo...asodharon lagchilo take...kintu bolte parlam na...sathe r o 2 to may alo...r tara amar priyo may ta k nia khilli korte laglo...jeta amar ak muhur to laglo na...dhorte....karon jani na..ami or sob bhalo laga kharap laga read korte pari....jodio jani se kintu amake pare na....may tir somondhe amaon sob comment korlo amar ja kharap laglo...ami joto ta parlam samlalam...se j ja mone koruk...er modhe r a ak kando ghotlo...amar prio dada amake mod khete daklo...ami dada der sathe sob somy mod khete bhalo basi karon ai somoy moner anek kotha bola jai...tai ami ai chance misss kori na....
Amar sathe chilo Bisu..jai hok mod khe jokhon riksaw te uthechi Bisu bole uthlo arindam tui bacha may ta k...tui parbio ok bacha te...ami jani bhai Bisu...ami to chesta korchi kintu may ta to amake biswas kore na ...ami ok bollam bhai tui ok kichu bolis na...ami mar theke chesta korchi...er modhe ami chok kore amar ak partner sohom k onno jaigai prachar kore diachi....ata sudhu korlam may tyer jonno....
niche may ta k dekhlam...amar khub rag holo....karon dekhlam anik kina may tar sathe daria ache...jeno o or mathar chata..ami may tak independent dekhte chai r o sob somoy nijer keta nia besto..ami jeta akdom hate kori...monus k moner theke sundor hote hobe...baire theke noi...sei rag er chote ami Anik k anek khon jarlam r o j bhul kore seta ami abar proman kore dilam...
mner khob komanor jonno jiboner prothombar ami kono may k phn korlam...r tar jonno jiboner 55 min somoy spent korlam...jeta kono udeesho ba klokkho nei...jani na keno korlam...sotti...
phn a ami take bojanor chesta korlam anek bhabe....anek kotha bolar chesta korlam...kintu hoi to moner puro kotha ta beria uthte parlo na....tobe amar akti kotha mone laglo j--- ami 21 din a akti may ki chai setar anek tai buje uthte perchi....ata hoito amar doyerjer foll.....ami jani na na ato kotha bola uchit kina ...kintu bole fellam...chot choto kotha moner anek ta kotha...sotti kotha atto sotti kotha ami hoito karor sathe boli na...agei bolechi ami ok hoi to atotai bhalo bese felechhi ami jani na...akta bepare akhon ami atke j ok ki bhabe amar somodhe...seta ami akhon kiuje beri...or oi 2 to choke kono uttor pai na...lok a bole 1 ta may k jana Monuser jobone sob theke kothis kaj....aami aj sob bole chi...ak matro monr kotha chara...r ami jani er kono progress nei....may ta amar biswas a porinoto hoache...ok dekhle amar jiboner anek somosa bhule jai...amar khub bhalo lag a...r serokom din din birokti kor holo Anik...ami ok charbo na...jibone manus kichu na kore pay gele ai dosai hoi....r seta anik k dekhe boja jai....
Amar sathe chilo Bisu..jai hok mod khe jokhon riksaw te uthechi Bisu bole uthlo arindam tui bacha may ta k...tui parbio ok bacha te...ami jani bhai Bisu...ami to chesta korchi kintu may ta to amake biswas kore na ...ami ok bollam bhai tui ok kichu bolis na...ami mar theke chesta korchi...er modhe ami chok kore amar ak partner sohom k onno jaigai prachar kore diachi....ata sudhu korlam may tyer jonno....
niche may ta k dekhlam...amar khub rag holo....karon dekhlam anik kina may tar sathe daria ache...jeno o or mathar chata..ami may tak independent dekhte chai r o sob somoy nijer keta nia besto..ami jeta akdom hate kori...monus k moner theke sundor hote hobe...baire theke noi...sei rag er chote ami Anik k anek khon jarlam r o j bhul kore seta ami abar proman kore dilam...
mner khob komanor jonno jiboner prothombar ami kono may k phn korlam...r tar jonno jiboner 55 min somoy spent korlam...jeta kono udeesho ba klokkho nei...jani na keno korlam...sotti...
phn a ami take bojanor chesta korlam anek bhabe....anek kotha bolar chesta korlam...kintu hoi to moner puro kotha ta beria uthte parlo na....tobe amar akti kotha mone laglo j--- ami 21 din a akti may ki chai setar anek tai buje uthte perchi....ata hoito amar doyerjer foll.....ami jani na na ato kotha bola uchit kina ...kintu bole fellam...chot choto kotha moner anek ta kotha...sotti kotha atto sotti kotha ami hoito karor sathe boli na...agei bolechi ami ok hoi to atotai bhalo bese felechhi ami jani na...akta bepare akhon ami atke j ok ki bhabe amar somodhe...seta ami akhon kiuje beri...or oi 2 to choke kono uttor pai na...lok a bole 1 ta may k jana Monuser jobone sob theke kothis kaj....aami aj sob bole chi...ak matro monr kotha chara...r ami jani er kono progress nei....may ta amar biswas a porinoto hoache...ok dekhle amar jiboner anek somosa bhule jai...amar khub bhalo lag a...r serokom din din birokti kor holo Anik...ami ok charbo na...jibone manus kichu na kore pay gele ai dosai hoi....r seta anik k dekhe boja jai....
Monday, December 6, 2010
6th December 2010
Sokale uther ak bartar opekhai chilam.....kintu pelam na...ai jonnoi bole manus k expectation rakhte nei....seta ami bhule giyechilam....after all amio to manus...jai hok akta phn call a ghum bhango r ja bhaba sei kaj jar phn asbe bhebechilam setai alo....
amar bodhu anik....anik kichu sobhab khub birokto lage....se nijeke prithibir sestho bole mone kore....ata bujte parbe je anik er khub khache asbe....se jante parbe...after all anik er sathe ami 3 bochor katia chi....ami jani o kemon..cheleta bhalo kintu bharotio der modhe akta khub baje sobhab ache je lokanor seta anik holo prokasoo udahoron....babu j kaj bole sei tai go dhore bose thake...sundor chehara dilei holo mon takeo sundor korte hoi ata ami amar life theke sikhechi....Mon sundor howa ag a joruri nijer roop sundor howar che...r manus sotto k sikar okrte pare na seta anik k dekhle boja jai...
Aj kichu ghotona ghoteche ja amar sona kotha k biswas a prinnoto koreche....
May ta er theke berote parve na kina seta may tai decide korbe...tobe ami chai bo...may ta beria asuk....akbar asuk na...ami to achi amra sobai achi....1 jon k nia to r prithibi noi.....amake k ki aktuo trust korte pare na....korei dekhuk na...na ajker moto ai thak.....
sara din gelo chuti te...diner maje koyek ta sms korlam...bhalo laglo...kintu ses SMS tar kono answer pelam na....
chesta chalia jachi...but kichu pawar asai noi...amani mon theke....
tobe Anik theke sabdhan....
cheleti ki ami khub bhalo kore chini...r keo na chinuk...jai hok besi kichu likhbo na...ajker joto tata
amar bodhu anik....anik kichu sobhab khub birokto lage....se nijeke prithibir sestho bole mone kore....ata bujte parbe je anik er khub khache asbe....se jante parbe...after all anik er sathe ami 3 bochor katia chi....ami jani o kemon..cheleta bhalo kintu bharotio der modhe akta khub baje sobhab ache je lokanor seta anik holo prokasoo udahoron....babu j kaj bole sei tai go dhore bose thake...sundor chehara dilei holo mon takeo sundor korte hoi ata ami amar life theke sikhechi....Mon sundor howa ag a joruri nijer roop sundor howar che...r manus sotto k sikar okrte pare na seta anik k dekhle boja jai...
Aj kichu ghotona ghoteche ja amar sona kotha k biswas a prinnoto koreche....
May ta er theke berote parve na kina seta may tai decide korbe...tobe ami chai bo...may ta beria asuk....akbar asuk na...ami to achi amra sobai achi....1 jon k nia to r prithibi noi.....amake k ki aktuo trust korte pare na....korei dekhuk na...na ajker moto ai thak.....
sara din gelo chuti te...diner maje koyek ta sms korlam...bhalo laglo...kintu ses SMS tar kono answer pelam na....
chesta chalia jachi...but kichu pawar asai noi...amani mon theke....
tobe Anik theke sabdhan....
cheleti ki ami khub bhalo kore chini...r keo na chinuk...jai hok besi kichu likhbo na...ajker joto tata
5th December 2010
Aj Exam chilo...jantam kichu pori ni tai bhogo ban bhorosai exam dite chollam. Kichu din dhorey amar moner modhe akta kemon jeno khelche...
Je jinis ta expect korechilam setai holo...akti chotto barta amar kache keo jeno dia gelo ...ki se barta ami jani na...tobe ha...sei bartai amon kichu chilo jeta amar mon k khusi kore diache....sob prokhar tension amar mon theke muche gache...ami jeno ak adrisoo kono soktir kache har mante cholechi...jeta ag a kono din hoi to hoi ni....na arokom to kono din kori ni...je exam cholche r tar maje amar karor phn alo r niyom bhongo kore setar pechone ami chute chollam....
ami jibone career k anek priority diachi...career gorte gorte bhager sathe lore aj ami akhane asechi...anek jai gai failure hoachi...kintu bhenge pori ni...kintu aj ki jeno adrisoo sokti amai tane ami seta jani na...
Jak exam dilam....dekhlam....office gelam....keno gelam jani na...hoi to obhas hoa gache ba onno kono karon...giye ak j dhaka ta ami khelam setar jonno ami prostut chilam....tai moja kore bolle bhul hobe na atai expect korechilam... Khub bhalo laglo....akjon dekhe....mayder chok j ato nirmol ato sundor hote pare...seta amar jana chilo na....mon ta bidhe dilo....
Hasio pai likhte...tobe sobe suru korechito jani na thik likhchi kina....amar samne j may ti daria seti k ami din 15 dhore dekhe cholechi protita muhur to...jani na o amake ki bhabe nei ....
but ami ok dekhe obak hoa jai....:)
kotha bolle r dekhe amar ak adbhut feeling jonmai jeta kono kale jonmai ni..ami r jai hok may ttar modhe amar icche puron korte chai...abar ja sopno ache seta or chokhe dekhte chai....
Kintu bolechi amar mind kotha bole heart na...karon ami heart theke prochondo durbol...ami jani amar heart keo break korle ami bachte parbo na....tai ami by heart decision ni na....bolle bhul hobe ami decision nite bhoy pai....
Maytar sob kichu amake notun kore dekhar swapno dekhai...
kintu amar kichu jinis kharap lag seta hoi to ami ok mon khule bolte pari na...r bolte parbo kina janio na...jiboner sob kichu to sobai k bola jai na....bolle to sob somosar somadhan hoa jeto....
ami khub nijesoo chinta dharai biswasi...akdom nijer moto...kintu may tar modhe ak onno chinta ami aj khuje pelam...jeta k ami hoi to avoid kori ba pochondo kori na...
May ta jane na o ki bhul korte choleche....Bhogoban amake sokti dao j ami jeno ok thik rasta dekhate pari...
or songe sara din chat holo amar...
bujlam kichu bolle bhul hobe amar mone hoi akhon ami ok sob theke besi ai kom somoy a buje felechi...jodi o ata ami jani amar pokhe dangerous ...karon pore bolbo....
Dekhi may ta k ami er theke bar korte pari kina...karon o amar khub kacher lok hoa gache jak ami amar kotha ba na bola kotha share korte pari....jeta am kono din korini.... atao jani ami jodi kore feli khoti amar...karon ami tale kintu may tar prem a pore jabo.....jeta akhono hoi ni....theat's why I always like to take my decision from my mind not by heart....
Je jinis ta expect korechilam setai holo...akti chotto barta amar kache keo jeno dia gelo ...ki se barta ami jani na...tobe ha...sei bartai amon kichu chilo jeta amar mon k khusi kore diache....sob prokhar tension amar mon theke muche gache...ami jeno ak adrisoo kono soktir kache har mante cholechi...jeta ag a kono din hoi to hoi ni....na arokom to kono din kori ni...je exam cholche r tar maje amar karor phn alo r niyom bhongo kore setar pechone ami chute chollam....
ami jibone career k anek priority diachi...career gorte gorte bhager sathe lore aj ami akhane asechi...anek jai gai failure hoachi...kintu bhenge pori ni...kintu aj ki jeno adrisoo sokti amai tane ami seta jani na...
Jak exam dilam....dekhlam....office gelam....keno gelam jani na...hoi to obhas hoa gache ba onno kono karon...giye ak j dhaka ta ami khelam setar jonno ami prostut chilam....tai moja kore bolle bhul hobe na atai expect korechilam... Khub bhalo laglo....akjon dekhe....mayder chok j ato nirmol ato sundor hote pare...seta amar jana chilo na....mon ta bidhe dilo....
Hasio pai likhte...tobe sobe suru korechito jani na thik likhchi kina....amar samne j may ti daria seti k ami din 15 dhore dekhe cholechi protita muhur to...jani na o amake ki bhabe nei ....
but ami ok dekhe obak hoa jai....:)
kotha bolle r dekhe amar ak adbhut feeling jonmai jeta kono kale jonmai ni..ami r jai hok may ttar modhe amar icche puron korte chai...abar ja sopno ache seta or chokhe dekhte chai....
Kintu bolechi amar mind kotha bole heart na...karon ami heart theke prochondo durbol...ami jani amar heart keo break korle ami bachte parbo na....tai ami by heart decision ni na....bolle bhul hobe ami decision nite bhoy pai....
Maytar sob kichu amake notun kore dekhar swapno dekhai...
kintu amar kichu jinis kharap lag seta hoi to ami ok mon khule bolte pari na...r bolte parbo kina janio na...jiboner sob kichu to sobai k bola jai na....bolle to sob somosar somadhan hoa jeto....
ami khub nijesoo chinta dharai biswasi...akdom nijer moto...kintu may tar modhe ak onno chinta ami aj khuje pelam...jeta k ami hoi to avoid kori ba pochondo kori na...
May ta jane na o ki bhul korte choleche....Bhogoban amake sokti dao j ami jeno ok thik rasta dekhate pari...
or songe sara din chat holo amar...
bujlam kichu bolle bhul hobe amar mone hoi akhon ami ok sob theke besi ai kom somoy a buje felechi...jodi o ata ami jani amar pokhe dangerous ...karon pore bolbo....
Dekhi may ta k ami er theke bar korte pari kina...karon o amar khub kacher lok hoa gache jak ami amar kotha ba na bola kotha share korte pari....jeta am kono din korini.... atao jani ami jodi kore feli khoti amar...karon ami tale kintu may tar prem a pore jabo.....jeta akhono hoi ni....theat's why I always like to take my decision from my mind not by heart....
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