Monday, December 13, 2010

13th December

Rat 11:30 ta ..Ai matro bari firlam..production er issue samlate samlate mathata kharap hoa gelo...r chap neo jai na...ki r kora jabe...team ta k je bhalo bese felechi ...tai mone kono dukho nei...jai hok mone kori aj ki ki hoache...

Aj anek sokale ghum bhenge gache.jani na keno moner modhe kothai jeno akta bhoy kaj korchilo...jeta korlam thik korlam..jai hok jibone ami risk nite sob somy bhalo basi...r moner kotha besi din lokano uchit noi...tai jeta korechi thik korechi...ai bhebe mon ta k sokto korlam..bolte pari may tar mood dekhar jonnoi message ta korlam...call ta pabo bhebe uthte pari ni...call ta dhorlam na..kintu kichu khoner modhei amar kotha ta mone pore gelo or office jawar gari bolte bhule gachi r ami setai kore dilam...keno jani na moner modhe akta khotka lagchilo...tai moner sahos jugiye phn ta korei fellam...phn or gola sokale sune akta kemon jeno laglo...ai prothom bar ami predict korte parlam na phn o ki bhabche...jai hok aktu sua ami office er jonno toiri holam ..thanda ta j jompesh poreche seta snnan korte giye bujechi...he he kore kapte kapte drees porlam...r berolam officer uddese..bolle bhul hobe na judhe ...ak ak ta sokal jeno jibon ta k notun kore suru kore...
Office a gelam akta notun sonka nia...kichu onno bhabe...floor a dhuke ami may ta k dekhlam...abohaya te amaar anukule nei seta ami dhukei bujechi....Sokale suru may ta j tone a good morning bollo seta thekei akta kichu predict kora jai...prothom 15 min chup kore nijer kajer proti mon dilam...kaj korbo ki..mon ta to anno dike pore ache...kal city center a akta ghoto na ghoteche...seta mone pore gelo..r tai mone mone haste laglam...r haste haste may ta k prosno korlam..may ra ki atotai mithbadi...j sob kothai mithe bole...may ti ghabre giye bhablo j ami or kotha bolchi naki...na drlng ami tomar kotha bolchi na..kal cc te Sas k dekhe felechilam...o amar mone hoi o aake dekhchjilo jeta o asha kore ni...manus jodi kao k hothat kore dekhe ...seta aschorjer e soman...o mone hoi or kono bodhu r sathe chilo..ata ami agei jantam j o baire ghurte jache na...aj sei sotti ta nijer choke dekhlam...manus jon keno j ato lukoi buje uthte pari na...ami kono din loka luki case kori ni...karon agei bolechi ami jibone risk nite r accept korte khub bhalo basi...ja bolbo sobar samne bolb o r jeta bolte parbo na seta moner modhe chiro kal gopon kore rakhbo...akhon abdhi kono kotha gopon kore rekhe nei...kono kono close bodhu k share korechi...aj ami somoy er opekhai achi...rat 10:00 tai ami jiggasa korbo "Kemon ghora holo" ai prosne...dine dine bichu te porinoto hoa uthchi...amar asob jinis a ato hasi pai ki r bolbo...Cc tai sara khon amar room mater sathe hesechi...may tar sathe diner kotha suru korar akta kichu to pelam...maje ok jiggasa korte icche kor chilo j tumi jodi blog ta poro tale poro na..jai hok 1st time kintu kintu bhab ta thekei jai...pore jan lam 125th er blog ta pora hoa gache 11th er ta poreni...tale r kichu korar nei...porei felche j khon akhon tale open mind hoa jetei pare..se jodi open minder hoi..r ami jani o khub bhalo may r open minded...tai kotha suru sathe sathe alochonar bostur obhab holo na...ata akta abhigota...akta may er chinta er sathe akta cheler chintar jukti torko...bhalo laga kharap laga sobe jana jai...ate lok chinte subidha hoi...tobe 3 may tike khub bhalo basi...ichu karon ache ..
May tar chok khub poriskar...soccho snigdho...or chok kotha bole...chokhe ak aschorjo tej ache...tai ami or dike jodi ak distre takai amar chok dia jol neme ase...atai hoi to may der sokti...mone hoi or chokher tej diye amar jiboner joto bhul , jene papa ba ajante pap sob jeno puria diche...r amake mon theke probitrp kore tole...taiami or chokhe chok rekhe kotha boli..r bhogoban hoi to oi jonnoi or chokhe chosma diache..jate or chokher power theke sobai beche thakte pare...ami sei choker dike takia nijer otit borto man r bhobisot dekhi...eta bhalo lagar prodhan karon..
May ti mon theke khub bhalo r dustu bhetor theke...sob boje kintu chup kore thake...r matha nichu thoter kone ak adhut hasi dei jkhon tkhon mon ta k amar shanto kore dei..
aj ami kichu kotha ami or sathe share korlam...r to lokanor kichu nei...floor a ki alochona hoi oi dekhlam kichui jane na...ata bhalo...khub bhalo...may ta k miste hole er hath theke ok bachate hobe...nale o abar nijeke gutia felbe jeta ami chai na...matar sathe kichu kotha share korlam..nijer chinta ta bollam..karon o khon amar mone hoi khub kacher lok hoa gache ja k biswas kore sob kichu bola jai...aj akta jinis amake khub khushi korlo j Saturday baparta o agree korche..j amar na jawa ta as expected chilo..oi bhabe keo jabe na..sotti kotha bolte ami koo din obhabe jabo na...keo jodi mon thake na dakle amar mone hoi na karor e jawa uchit..amar sei odhikar ta nei j ok ami daki...hoi to pore hote pare abar na o hote pare...apekhai thakbo...1 tar to hoache ditiyo tar jonno opekha korchi...or kichu kotha amr khub bhalo lagloaj...amara j atta dhunik juge bas korchi setar proman aj mai pelam...or friend cirle friendship nia je gyan seta aj amai mugdho korlo...notun chinta k ami sob somoy accept kori..aj mone mone tai korlam...kintu mone mone bollam jibon ta to ar college life noi...jiboner ak ak muhur to different ...r setai kora uchit...or dharona k ami respect kori kintu mani na...ami life a sobai k songe nia cholte bhalo basi..aka bole kichu hoi na...jiboner akta gurutto purno somoy ami baire katiachi jeta amake anek sikha diache..nijer dhoyrjoo barate perechi...miste mikhechi...ak sathe kaj korte sikhechi...aj jeta o ak ta udharon dilo seta ami katia asechi...team er modhe aka ka k bole seta o jane na..r sei sikha nia agiye cholte hoi...karon prithibite tumi kao k change korte parbe na...ak matro nijeke chara...ata amar adoshor modhe pore...jai hok..may ta k mar khub bhalo lag a ...jani na keno or kothar modhe akta tej ache..abar bhoy o ache...difficult situation a o dicision nite pare na...ata or past ao hoache mone hoi...r sei obbhas akhono roye gache...mone akta kaj kore ami jodi kichu kori take a ki bhabe o ki bhabe...amar relation ta kharap hobe...ato chinta kore naki...agiye jao ja hobar hobe...ami to achi..ja hobar hobe..cycle sekhar somoy mati te porbo na seta hote pare..tai bole cycle chalabo na..

anek ta somoy katanor por amar aj khub bhalo laglo..r mon ta prochondo halka holo..karon moner anek kothai o jene gache ak dine...tai r kono sonka nei...sposto kore bolle hobe lojja o nei...

Ai somoy amar 2 prio bondhr agomon holo...sanu r dipu...chele 2 ti khub bhalo...ai 2 ti chele amar mulh dekhe bole dite pare ami ki bhabchi ...r tarporei anek er agomon...aj anek k anek shanto dekhalo...j anek k ami 2.5 bochor ag a dekhechilam...
anek er sathe aj anek ta somoy katalam..hoi to may ta chilo na bolei ato ta somoy katate perechi...aj anek anek open mone chilo...r amaro mon ta halka hoa gache...tai khola mone or sathe kotha holo anek din por...sotti bhalo lagloaj...2 din dhore j khob ta jonmachilo...seta kich ta holeo keteche...o amon kichu kotha share korlo jeta amar khub bhalo laglo..jani nakeno...ai anek kei to chechilam ami sob somoy dekhte...jani na keno o onno keo thaklei priborton hoa jai...jani na keno...office a aj prochur kajer chapo chilo...amar choto bhai ra ato kajer somoy mon haria fele k jane...chotir bik theke boro korta der mai lphn a matha kharap hoa gelo...tai r bises somoy pelam na...adike amar 2 bondhu amar mukh dekhe amar j kichu akta hoache kichu din dhore seta bujte pereche...r tarjonnoi ora chute aseche...aj mon halka chilo tai oder sathe normal kotha holo...tobe ora amake aj notun rupe dekhlo...khub bhalo lag a bondhu ra j khon moner kotha bolar agei lkichu buje jai..this called true relationship...nale bodhu kiser jonno holam jodi moner kotha bujte na pari...Sauu r life akhon riti moto romanchokor hoa utheche...suneo khub khusi lag a ...life a romancho na thakle kiser life...r amar je may ta bhalo lag a se kina risk nite chai na..asole risk newa tao nijer akanto bapar...tobe ata ami buje gachi...o mathai budhi kichu nei...prochondo emotional ...baire theke joto ta sokto dekhai moner theke to tota norom...r atai amar bhoy...
Diner ses a jokhon issue nia jala pala hoa gachi..t khon may ta k kichu janar jonno phn korlam..golar awaj ta amar mone kemon jeno badhlo...kemon jeno upset,birokto bhab...jeno mone hoche life er kono somosai fese ache...kharap laglo..jani na keno...hoi to amar 2 o blog pore mone koreche...amar theke dure thakai sestho...jodi hoi amake ase bole dik ...j amar pochondo noi..ata to hote parena j amar bhalo lagbei bole ok eo amake bhalo lagte hobe...chawa pawar modhe anek parthoko ..sopno dekho...sopno na dekhle poth beroi na...r jibon ta akta pothe theme nei...hajaro potha bhogoban khule rekheche...boleche sothik somoy sothik dorjai kora naro...dekhbe keo na keo dorja ta khulbe ...tai jonnoi boli...manuser RAG KHOB JOGRA BIROKTO BHAB ASHANTI sob e hoche na kotha bolar jonno ...manus jodi thik moto kotha bolto tale to sob icchei to mite jete...ami akta kothai khub biswas kori - "TOMAKE CHIRO KAL DORJAI KORA NERE JETE HOBE KARON SUJOG TO AK BAR E ASE"

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