Sunday, December 12, 2010

11th December

Kal rat a akta issue hoache...rat a prochondo jar khechi..r birok to legeche anik er opor...keno na o nijeke boro pondit bhabe...Piku da k phn kore amar mail ta nia...jei escalation mail dekheche pechon ulte palaiche...Piku da setai bolchilo...or ego problem bohut ache...ami team player...sobai k nia kaj korte bhalo bhasi...o jei bipod dekhlo omni palabe thik Somu dar moto. Arokom 5 bar holo amar recently..jai hok rat a may tike sms korechilam... r asha chilo sokale phn asbe tai alo...Exam dite jawar ag a phn alo...mon ta khushi te bhore gelo...kotha bollam kintu ato birokto laglo sune anek babaji amar ag a phn koreche ami hasbo na kadbo buje uthte parlam na...sala (mind my language) mail ta to ami khechi ami ok kichu bolini tui ok jarar k...tui to reply korbi na...extra pakamo amar birokto lag a...adike bole amar sorir kharap sorir kharap...r na ghumia phn suru hoa jai...jai hok birokto laglo..kintu diner suru te may tar wish a amar mon ta k bhalo kore dilo...Exam dite berolam...sotti kotha bolte amar may ta k aste aste bhalo lagche...prem noi..bhalo laga keno jani na...amar mone hoi o khub kacher lok amar...kaj exam dite boslam..mon ta kintu onno dike pore ache amar...exam a mon nei...jai hok kono krome 3 te ghonta katalam...office theke beria akta phn korlam ok...karon amake oi mail tar uttor dite piku da boleche...phn a or akta birokti bhab alo jeta amar prochondo kharap laglo...jai hok ami or ta k kete dilam r bari ase lunch korlam...kichu khon pore or phn dekhlam..r abar or gula normal laglo...jeta dekhe mon ta khub bhalo laglo...ok ami abar bojalam or ki bhabe sopno puron korte hoi...amar kotha o bujlo mone holo...jai hok amar ak bondhu maje modhei bole "dil garden garden hoa gelo"..ata amaro mone holo...jai hok snan korte gelam ..er maje anek er phn alo..akhon anek amai prochur birok to kore ...o hoito amar dhoyrjor porikha nichee....phn a o je kotha gulo bollo amar aktu kharap e laglo...o bollo tui ai CC te jachi...amar kichu bondhu jache...r may ti asche...er aktu porei may ta amake message korlo...jeta amake bhalo laglo abar kichu ta kharap o laglo...
Bhalo laglo - o amake message korlo..tarmane o amake akhon bondhu bhabe...kono jinis lokai na
kintu kharap laglo ...
or boja uchit o jekhane invite korche sekhane anik ache...or bodhu ra noi anek er bodhu r sathe amake dekha korte hobe...
ai maturity ta asha korechilam may tar kacheache...amar akta prosno thakbe may tar kache...tumi j din amar sathe aka berote parbe sedin e amake bolbe aste...nale amon kono jai gai amai aste bolbe na jekhane ami bore feel korbo.
je din tumi oi sahos ta dekhate parbe sedin ami bujbo o sadhin(independent) hoache...amar mon ta kharap laglo.....kintu may ta bolei ami sojjo kore jai...r may ta k boli na...moner kotha...may ta janle hoito kharap lagbe...may ta k kobe j ami bojate parbo ami jani na...

Ami jani anek jor korlei o keno pagoler moto chute jai...amar prochondo kharap lag a ...o r karo sathe mese na...3-4 din onnoder sathe mise dekhuk e na...anek er samnei anek k bhule giye...ami bolchi amar biswas or bhalo hobe...ami jani o seta korbe ..r setai amar mon k kosto dei...r onnera ok kotha sonai..prithibite ak jon nia cholle hoi na...sobai k nia cholte hoi...o ki ata boje na...k ki chai..tobe o kosto dei keno...amar ai kotha likhte likhte chokhe jol ase jache...amar biswas r chesta k o bar bar porikhar mukhe felche jeta theke ami ok notun dik dekhate parbo kina jani na...

abar anek er kothai asi...o bairer chele o keno barbar may ta k dake or bodhu der sathe beronor somoy...karon ami jani...o gf thake baire..akahe or bondhu ra j khon nijeder gf nia beroi tkhon o nije aka bhoge...bondhu ra ok heta kore ...o prochondo igo te bhoge ami jani...accept korar khomota or nei...r kono din parbe na...ata ami jani...jeta o amake boleche...aj jodi ami jetam tale amar kharap lagto....karon ami hadar moto ghure baratam...may tak nia anek hoi to besi care dito...ba may ta anek k ....amar jeta akdom bhalo lag a na..karon ami sobar kheyal rakhte bhalo basi...bises kore ami jader bhalo basi..tai ami jai ni...r seta ami may ta k bole diachi...jedin o amar sathe comfortable hobe sedin ami or ak dak jekhane bolbe sekhane jabo...o amake biswas kore na ami jani...mukhe bola r mon thke biswas korar modhe anke parthiokko ache...seta ami bujte pari...

Anek amai prochondo birokto korche aj kal ...keno jani na...amar bhalo lagche na...amai nijei koto somosai pore achi....ami jodi chole aji..tale ami maytake amar moner sob bhalo kharap kotha bole jabe..r or reply er opor ami decision nebo je ami or songe r dekha korbo na korbo na...anek akta bhuti chele nijer bhul sikar korar khomota or nei...sob somoy lokano lokano bhab...lokanor kichu thake jokhon manus bhul kore ...Sediner ghotona ta amar kharap legeche...cha khete jawar ghotona...amar jaigai anek er gf jodi samne thakto tale o ki may take ak cup a cha khabar jonno bolto..r may tao boje na...akta lunch box theke ak songe chichek khawa r ak cup a cha khaewar difference ki..2 to ak holo....o ki sotti boka na na jene buje sob kore...jodi boka hoi ok sab dhan kora uchit amar...koron jekeo ok thokate pare...jeta ami chai bo na...jani na asob kotha keno amar mon k boddo nara dei...may tar bojauchit kon ta bhalo, konta kora uchit konta noi...r setai o bujte pare na...ami may tar dik a ak nojore sobar samne takia thakte parbo...karon amar mone kono pap nei...tai amar khomota ache...ami mon theke kaj kori ja kori...je kaj a amar mon nei se kaj ami kori na...lokanor ki..ami agei bolechi ami khub kom bhoy pai..karon ami bhoy ka k bole dekhe asechi...jani na may ta k ami boja te parbo kina..aj o jake apon mone korche...tar cheo kacher anek manus ok sahajoo korar jonno ache..o tader chinte pache na...o tader sotru bhabche..ami or sob kichu korte raji achi...kintu okeo to amar mon bujte hobe...na bujle hobe ki kore...r o seta kore na bole amai maje modhei musre pori..o akbar boluk..ami jodi or jonno na kori...tobe ha..ami biswas jader kori tara jodi dhoka dei tader ami chari na...ami bhalor khub bhalo...jan dia debo kintu amake jara dhoka dei...tader ami chari na...ba amar kono kacher manus k keo dhoka dike ami chere kotha bolbo na..may ta amar khub kacher hoa gache..tai ami or bhalo chaibo...abar o jane o ki korbe..8 maser rag 1 mas a ki jai...amar e bhul...anek ag a ok mar boja uchit chilo...tale hoi to amai amon din dekhte hoto na...may tar songe ag a j khon kotha boltam mone hoto anek kotha o mukh dia bolche..akhon kichu ta hole mone hoi o amar sathe kotha bolchi..anek noi..ti ami aj khusi...j din o anek chere beria aste parbe..r sobai k nia cholte parbe sedin e amar sadhona sofol hobe...jani na ami ok se jaigai nia jete parbo kina..jodi pari tale amar che boro khushi r keo hote parbe na...k jane ses a ato tuku bolte pari o olpo din modhe hoito o amar khub kacher lok hoa gache..

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