Aj Exam chilo...jantam kichu pori ni tai bhogo ban bhorosai exam dite chollam. Kichu din dhorey amar moner modhe akta kemon jeno khelche...
Je jinis ta expect korechilam setai holo...akti chotto barta amar kache keo jeno dia gelo ...ki se barta ami jani na...tobe ha...sei bartai amon kichu chilo jeta amar mon k khusi kore diache....sob prokhar tension amar mon theke muche gache...ami jeno ak adrisoo kono soktir kache har mante cholechi...jeta ag a kono din hoi to hoi ni....na arokom to kono din kori ni...je exam cholche r tar maje amar karor phn alo r niyom bhongo kore setar pechone ami chute chollam....
ami jibone career k anek priority diachi...career gorte gorte bhager sathe lore aj ami akhane asechi...anek jai gai failure hoachi...kintu bhenge pori ni...kintu aj ki jeno adrisoo sokti amai tane ami seta jani na...
Jak exam dilam....dekhlam....office gelam....keno gelam jani na...hoi to obhas hoa gache ba onno kono karon...giye ak j dhaka ta ami khelam setar jonno ami prostut chilam....tai moja kore bolle bhul hobe na atai expect korechilam... Khub bhalo laglo....akjon dekhe....mayder chok j ato nirmol ato sundor hote pare...seta amar jana chilo na....mon ta bidhe dilo....
Hasio pai likhte...tobe sobe suru korechito jani na thik likhchi kina....amar samne j may ti daria seti k ami din 15 dhore dekhe cholechi protita muhur to...jani na o amake ki bhabe nei ....
but ami ok dekhe obak hoa jai....:)
kotha bolle r dekhe amar ak adbhut feeling jonmai jeta kono kale jonmai ni..ami r jai hok may ttar modhe amar icche puron korte chai...abar ja sopno ache seta or chokhe dekhte chai....
Kintu bolechi amar mind kotha bole heart na...karon ami heart theke prochondo durbol...ami jani amar heart keo break korle ami bachte parbo na....tai ami by heart decision ni na....bolle bhul hobe ami decision nite bhoy pai....
Maytar sob kichu amake notun kore dekhar swapno dekhai...
kintu amar kichu jinis kharap lag seta hoi to ami ok mon khule bolte pari na...r bolte parbo kina janio na...jiboner sob kichu to sobai k bola jai na....bolle to sob somosar somadhan hoa jeto....
ami khub nijesoo chinta dharai biswasi...akdom nijer moto...kintu may tar modhe ak onno chinta ami aj khuje pelam...jeta k ami hoi to avoid kori ba pochondo kori na...
May ta jane na o ki bhul korte choleche....Bhogoban amake sokti dao j ami jeno ok thik rasta dekhate pari...
or songe sara din chat holo amar...
bujlam kichu bolle bhul hobe amar mone hoi akhon ami ok sob theke besi ai kom somoy a buje felechi...jodi o ata ami jani amar pokhe dangerous ...karon pore bolbo....
Dekhi may ta k ami er theke bar korte pari kina...karon o amar khub kacher lok hoa gache jak ami amar kotha ba na bola kotha share korte pari....jeta am kono din korini.... atao jani ami jodi kore feli khoti amar...karon ami tale kintu may tar prem a pore jabo.....jeta akhono hoi ni....theat's why I always like to take my decision from my mind not by heart....
No comments:
Post a Comment